tuesdays are uber long

so i went over to denise's place to stay. and then we got to school at 9. cause we were supposed to wake up att 7 but we lazed till bout 7.18 haha and i went to shower in the morning. i am a clean girl (denise you are super smart so i presume u understand that i am shooting you HEHEHEHE) and for like. once (okay not once but many times liao), i was early. i am pro to the max. and then i bought honey green tea to class. the pearls are super nice to the max today. like soft and chewy kind.

lunch was at fc1 with denise and i had chicken chop which didnt taste all that great and i dont understand what the fuss is about over the fc1 chickychopZXz while she had her international food. like she forever having that pls. the sauce is always creamy. HAHA. and i met shawn for lunch again at fc2 again but this time i didnt eat and i watched him eat. shawn is damn retarded to the max and SUPER UNHEALTHY PLS. he eats like macspicy and upsize them somemore. i think he is secretly a cheap skate and he just wants to get the cup. HAHA but cool la the cup. then i went back to class.

*remember to paragraph X1000000times*

actually i aint got much to say about a tuesday. except it is quite shitty for me and i havent gotten started on my details and my section drawings arent that great! dont even ask me about perspectives. gives me the creeps to even think about it. HAHAHA! when submissions are near, i feel like i want exams-.- but i know when exams are near, i would feel like doing proj. this is why the grass is always greener and you cant always have what you want. if only we could......................... then i would be a superbly happy girl.

eh what else. did i mention i am stuck in school again. but this time round, i have got a laptop to accompany me so its not too bad, right? erm. its currently 1.20am and i am supposed to give ice a ring at 7 in the morning but i suspect that pig would be slping super soundly. and have i ever mentioned that moberly is a freaking cold place to be in and most of the time, my pee freezes. oooh so cool! i have frozen pee.

erm did i also mention that i painted my nails orange and i thought that they look like carrot juice colour but after today, i think they look more like chilli sauce. hehehe.

ALSO!! today someone asked me not to be superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr friendlyyyyyyyyyyyyyy anymore so as to avoifd trouble. but. i dont usually go around looking for trouble. trouble looks for me. and i am super scared of trouble. cause i am super small in size. therefore. i shld go for ST and train super duper uber luber rubber hard. then i wont be scared of all the bullies anymore. HAHA but i am not afraid la. i have got a bodyguard hahahaha secret bodyguard. so you all better be careful ah. later i ask 'it' to beat you all up *smug look* my BG very fit and strong one okay. i trust my choice of BG(:

actually got alot of shits to post. but i have saved all as drafts. okay not all. just maybe 2 posts as drafts. and if u wanna read, do hack into my account okay (: or u ask my for my acct password then maybe i will give you.

ohhhhhya. i finally remembered what i want to say. i feel that somehow guys can be better friends than girls. but by saying that i am not trying to say that all guys can fit that position and of course my girls are still the best :D:D eh. i know the feeling suucks when the person u are interested in is interested in another friend of yours. and what worst, that friend happens to be a best friend. isnt is supremely awkward? HAHAHA. so random. but yeah. what if all three happen to be in the same class or same CCA or what. super awkward pls. and then! you still have to help be the match maker. wah isnt it like sian ji pua nehnehpoks to the max kind. hahaha i can relate to all that because the same thing happened to me when i was in primary sch ): ):

okay nights bye. its already 133am. and to all the shittieZXzxz who are mugging their balls and nehnehs off out there. too bad la. who ask you to do last minute job. but jiayou okay. dont screw up your life and sacrifice everything. stupid egg (direct translate into chinese if it sounds stupid, dont be stupid).


ayf is my babylovelovelovelovelovelove.

wah damn smart damn smart. i so tired until my face is about 3cm off the laptop screen. super pro. my eyesight is failing me. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh somebody save me *plays the smallville song*

senses

so yesterday i went to school. like finally there is school but that is not the point. i went to school. supposed to finalize my layout but apparently, i was doing nothing in class as usual. went for lunch at foodcourt3 with yunnsin. and the most puzzling messaged bombed me. michelle messaged me!! asking me whether i wanted to meet her and zakkybun. HAHAHA i thought we were going to make buns. YAY! i went out with them and yunnsin, after i got over the initial shockkkkkkkkkkk!! felt so weird la. like. a lowly member, going out with the captains and vice captain. (no i am not sucking up to them by going out with them.) ayf pissed me off in the morning. we were supposed to meet at 930am at TANJONG PAGAR mrt station. he woke up and 845am. and arrived at 1015am. wtf you tell me. LIKE ITS SO NEAR HIS PLACE AND HE WOKE UP EARLY. SO WHY WAS HE LATE? i probed for the reason. and he said. he was dilly dallying at home. ahhhhhhhh!! i tell you, i am damn pissed. damn pissed. urgh >:( so pissing. there is training later on. heh heh. i think today's trng will be damn tiring? ahhhhhhhhh. i was thinking last night. how many people in this world will go train willingly and still proclaim they love dragonboat even after they have been doing the same things for a few years? even i cannot do that even though my passion is there, sometimes i do wonder what am i doing, waking up so early in the morning and going for trainings.

(insert name) : back stabbing is definitely not allowed in the team. so do not do this to anyone at all. what is said between us is supposed to be kept between us. do follow the training plans. heavy weights means heavy weights.

thursday

trng later. freshies coming. enough said.

gain some lose some

started out a good day. lessons at 10. ended at 12. joined gwen and shiya for lunch at fc3. gems at t16. AMAZING CREATURES BIG AND SMALL. teacher is damn funny. i like. have to learn the scientific names of the animals and stuff. panthera leo, panthera onca, panthera tigris. hahaha. and guess what is homo erectus?? eh dont think dirty ah!
shopped with gwen, bernice and shiya after my gems. bought a bag. i think its so cool but SOME people dont really like leh. i bought a dress? well. its plain old grey dress. no laces or frills. but i think its cool too. but again, SOME people dont like. cause too short. hello is your gf tall okay. wth-.-!! and gwen lost her phone! ah! and we only realised it when i sent her a wrong message and she wanted to check what i sent. oh mann. we retraced our steps and couldnt find anything. sorry buddy. cant really help much. hope you werent screwed too badly. love you buddy!

(insert name)
please do not say you will message me when you know you have no time to. or should i say cant be bothered to. excuses. dont tell me you have no time at all? and that you need one week to think of a message to send to me? i know trainings have increased and i do understand. name of the school at stake right. you say i didnt appreciate you. please be thankful i am understanding enough to ASK YOU NOT TO SEND ME HOME. or else you would be alone on your way home instead of talking to me on the phone and telling me you want to hang up when i start talking about you know who. urrrgh the thought of him pisses me off. anyway, please do not compare my camp and your camp because apparently my camp can see both sides of the picture. okay la but i still love you la. so you know who you are?

(insert name)
so! tell me what did you do to my denise? please la. karma comes around okay. one day you are going to get it real bad. oh, remember we were in the clubhouse then we were looking at gwen's friend's friendster profile, okay cut the complicated thing. we were looking at ABC's friendster profile? and you say you have seen her around school? haha! come on. even ABC has a girlfriend and you dont. doesnt that already signify that something is terribly wrong? yes. i dont encourage/promote lesbianism because i currently have a wonderful ayf which is constantly listening to your 'kah-ing of my jiaowei'. but i am not against lesbianism either. well any idea why girls fall for girls? maybe it's because of jerks like you? oh sure. i have heard about many girls liking you or whatever else. or how this girl wants your number. or that you have alot of girls outside school? problem is. its only happening. not even a solid relationship? come on. i dont choose to disbelieve. i disbelieve because it doesnt come true. if you think you are so great, please get a girlfriend yourself and lecture her. dont come and lecture us girls. yes you have rights to lecture us in the team. lecture about trainings. but hello? you condone vulgarity? look who gave me the finger when i said even ABC has a gf and you dont? please practice what you preach will you? yes i agree with denise. respect needs to be earned. and i think you should work doubly hard to earn it. i know nobody in the team SINCERELY wish that me and ayf stay together. well no guys i mean. but its his life isnt it? PERSONAL life to be exact. you are neither his father nor his mother. not even his sister. just so you know. his family doesnt exactly dislike me. or maybe i should say they like me? take that! yes as i was saying, none of you think i am worth ayf. but does anyone of them show it like you do? eh please laaaaaaaa. wanna talk bad about me, please do it like. on the phone with him. or on msn. where no one else can overhear the conversation right. or complain about it to someone who wont tell me? use your brains la. you tell ayf, then if i ask he will sure tell me because of the simple reason i am his gf. and you are just his team mate? brothers, sureeeeeeee. BUT tell me which brother will ask him to break with the gf? do you want good for him or do you want to cause him harm? think please. i still have got alot to say. but i wont cause you didnt do anything to me yesterday.
and please do remember that if the girls are hurt emotionally or mentally by your words again, we wont do well for the races. and the SPDB name will be tarnished. now i am sure as VC of SPDB, you wouldnt want that to happen, would you?