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so yesterday i went to school. like finally there is school but that is not the point. i went to school. supposed to finalize my layout but apparently, i was doing nothing in class as usual. went for lunch at foodcourt3 with yunnsin. and the most puzzling messaged bombed me. michelle messaged me!! asking me whether i wanted to meet her and zakkybun. HAHAHA i thought we were going to make buns. YAY! i went out with them and yunnsin, after i got over the initial shockkkkkkkkkkk!! felt so weird la. like. a lowly member, going out with the captains and vice captain. (no i am not sucking up to them by going out with them.) ayf pissed me off in the morning. we were supposed to meet at 930am at TANJONG PAGAR mrt station. he woke up and 845am. and arrived at 1015am. wtf you tell me. LIKE ITS SO NEAR HIS PLACE AND HE WOKE UP EARLY. SO WHY WAS HE LATE? i probed for the reason. and he said. he was dilly dallying at home. ahhhhhhhh!! i tell you, i am damn pissed. damn pissed. urgh >:( so pissing. there is training later on. heh heh. i think today's trng will be damn tiring? ahhhhhhhhh. i was thinking last night. how many people in this world will go train willingly and still proclaim they love dragonboat even after they have been doing the same things for a few years? even i cannot do that even though my passion is there, sometimes i do wonder what am i doing, waking up so early in the morning and going for trainings.

(insert name) : back stabbing is definitely not allowed in the team. so do not do this to anyone at all. what is said between us is supposed to be kept between us. do follow the training plans. heavy weights means heavy weights.