Monday, November 16
I read something in the newspaper and I wanted to share
but I cant seem to remember what it was about ):
Sunday, November 15
This is it.
The last race of the year, the last race for my batch, the last race of my official 3 years in DB is about to come and then end in just 2 days, over the weekend and I feel so unprepared and nervous.
So many what ifs running through my head.
It isnt the lanes, it isnt the boat. It is us, it is the rowers.
Anyway, weekend training was okay. Felt good but there is always room for improvement. Oh do the seniors look like they are blind or do they look like they failed their maths or sth? Why does it seem like you think we do not know how to count? Or maybe my eyes are there for the sake of being there? Puzzlinggggg.
Omg omg omg 300m or less determines where I put my face. God damn it. Please let it be somewhere high and nice.
So many what ifs running through my head.
It isnt the lanes, it isnt the boat. It is us, it is the rowers.
Anyway, weekend training was okay. Felt good but there is always room for improvement. Oh do the seniors look like they are blind or do they look like they failed their maths or sth? Why does it seem like you think we do not know how to count? Or maybe my eyes are there for the sake of being there? Puzzlinggggg.
Omg omg omg 300m or less determines where I put my face. God damn it. Please let it be somewhere high and nice.
Thursday, November 12
Tuesday, November 10
One last everything
this is the last race with the ladies. There are pangs of regret since we do not have a mixed race but I guess it's somewhat better and we can be more focused on our own race. I know it will feel empty without them for future trainings but I gotta be strong to make them proud of our future achivements.
One full year of races ahead of me, awaiting me. Another batch of girls coming in soon. Nobody ever wants to really leave the team that they grow up with and bond with but who really has a choice.
I know in my heart, every single one if you will never be replaced and we will be a team. For now, for ever, for always.
What have we left? Just 10 days or so. Whack hard. Minimise the mistakes. And hopefully achieve something.
One full year of races ahead of me, awaiting me. Another batch of girls coming in soon. Nobody ever wants to really leave the team that they grow up with and bond with but who really has a choice.
I know in my heart, every single one if you will never be replaced and we will be a team. For now, for ever, for always.
What have we left? Just 10 days or so. Whack hard. Minimise the mistakes. And hopefully achieve something.

























