Even when I am feeling a little blue

I wont let anything get to you.

Half the week has gone by in the blink of an eye. Spent my time rather wisely, well at least I think I did. Essay, case study, synopsis.

Woah I forgot to mention that I unloaded 5kg worth of shit yesterday hawhawhaw.

I wished it was simple but we give up easily.

There's so much to do but I just keep procrastinating plus the pimple(I think it's a pimple) at the right cheek is annoying me to no end. I am not used to pimples! D:

I found a way to get in and could you please just let me stay there? I wish I could have the gift of the gab and impress you with my words. But it's enough that you want me for me me. Thank you very much, from the bottom of my heart.

Worth my every smile and tear.

Been pretty happily hectic lately. All those rushing here and there(not exactly rushing) to everywhere is taking a toil on my pockets D: Can't stop topping up my ezlink card, seriously haha I pay for transport more than my food and that's definitely saying something.

Yesterday saw me spend a productive afternoon doing my thousand word essay which is currently still sitting in my email inbox and my tutor isn't coming today D: sigh I am very much touched by the fact that they actually bother to sms me to ask 'wru' -_- 3 letters can make me feel like they care(am pretty sure they do) about me and want me to do well(i only want to pass and get my dip) and graduate.

Been training, eating, sleeping and taking looooooooooong bus rides. Hahahah no I don't emo during the rides, in case you were wondering, thanks. In fact, I am pretty busy writing notes on other people's notes hahahaha. Somehow cold bus rides are not cold at all.

Wish I could write down how I feel in words just for you but somehow, words cannot express how I feel. You make me exceptionally happy, thank you. No lovey dovey posts here. Am not a sappy romantic, at least not on a space this public...

Pamelasssssssssss

1. pamela 1206 up, 371 down
usually the craziest of the bunch. quite often has a variety of different laughs, and can perform them all on demand. everybody loves pamela, the type of person you always want to protect. she is a flamboyant driver. loves make up, clothes and accessories
oh pamela's coming. I can't see her but i can hear her.

pam pamalama pammy pam-cakes dingdong

2. Pamela 817 up, 269 down
The pimpest of the pimp. Everyone wants to be a Pamela. Can conquer anything. Wakes up and pisses excellence. Indulges and rules in all gangstativities.< look up >
Your never meet anything above a Pamela, because it doesn't exists.

Man: Pamela you are so amazing.
Pamela: I know, i don't know why, it just keeps happening.
the shit times plus equals bad assness


3. Pamela 318 up, 18 down
Perfection, beauty, style, class, amazing,loving,caring, funny
The woman who helped the ill cat did such a Pamela act

The sunset on the ocean is so Pamela
beautiful perfect funny caring amazing

4. Pamela 439 up, 151 down
Truest of friends, good listener. Witty and charming. Beautiful eyes and soul. Passionate and caring, and can be fiercely stubborn and strong willed. Does not like to be told no. A perfectionist who often causes turmoil for herself. The girl next door, but has an alluring quality about her. Pamela is a complete package that comes with a wide variety of attributes. Pamelas are all a little different, each one is a one of a kind, unique in her own way.

I need to vent right now, I need a Pamela.

That was funny, how Pamela!

If you want a good job, just ask Pamela.

She stayed by her side until the end, a true Pamela.

What a stubborn kid, a real Pamela!
funny pam loyal friend beautiful kind


5. Pamela 218 up, 10 down
The most awesome thing in the planet. A Pamela is always smiling, for whatever reason, her laugh is enchanting. This girl is cool and trustworthy. Lets not forget a Pamela is very sexy. Nothing exceeds past a Pamela. With a Pamela you'll never get bored. Love a Pamela, and you will never Love anyone else. ;)

"Damn, I need a hot girlfriend"
"Get yourself, a Pamela"
sexy hot laughs funny attractive lovable

6. Pamela 211 up, 152 down
Pamela is Greek and means Sweet as Honey. The name "Pam" is rarely used by a TRUE Pamela. Pamela is a Lady in all situations and represents beauty within. Loving, very forgiving to a fault, sweet, kind, christian/godly qualities, southern values, gift giver, flashy romantic dresser, encouraging, brightens a room, friendly, fun, loving the glitz and glamor of life. So nice some people think she is a fake but she is "the real thing".
Pamela is so Sweet, it is ridiculous.
Pamela is such a Southern Belle.
Is she (Pamela) for REAL?
sweet fun glitz kind forgiving


7. Pamela 108 up, 175 down
Pamela means “loved one.” And she is. A TRUE Pamela rarely uses the name “Pam”. Loving heart, the qualities of a goddess, gift giver, encouraging, friendly, fun, loving life in all its forms. But suffers from foot-in-mouth syndrome. She is "the real thing". Loving each step in her life.
Pamela feeds wildlife. Collects friends. Plans for the future.
pam pie pamilia pammy she-who-shall-be-obeyed she

8. Pamela 16 up, 106 down
A girl who is shy but holds her head up high. Is sweet, but also bad when needed. Has lots of friends but only has a couple real BFFs. Is a girly-girl, changes her crush at least every year. From Greek and means sweet as honey or lovable, And is also caring, amazing, and funny. The girl next door perfectionist, the whole package.
"I'm sad"
"Go find a Pamela"
sweet lovable caring amazing funny

9. Pamela 401 up, 580 down
one hot babe =] that talks to phillip on aim
pamela is a babe....
pamela hot cute gorgeous sexy

10. PaMeLa 171 up, 379 down
sometimes shy but yet the LOUDEST when she walks into a room..you know what i mean ;] not perfect but still is confident and so beautiful. ..thats what makes her sO attractive. shes a sly cat with her words, knows what to say, when to say it and how to say it. Never washes her fruit before eating it.

"oh who pamela? oh man, that girl is good with her words.."
pamalamdingdong loud perfect never fruit attractive pamcakes spam pameasy

When the lights go out

I hear you calling.

Less than a month to flying away. Not prepared to leave and leave everyone behind. I mean, yeah I will still be back but I am just getting used to you what if everything's different after I get back.

(:

"Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. Most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong."

I am glad I make you happy (:

Twitter style:

Feels happy contented warm fuzzy hopefully this feeling stays
Missed the bolster sighhhh
Wondering what to eat for breakfast and lunch
Tempted to do something exciting
Hangman fun
Abusive relationship pamphlets hahaha
New songs jiggle jiggle bob bob

These are all random updates that nobody ever understands anyway D:

Back to school back to projects back to getting my brain juice sucked dry

The way it goes round and round

Pamela Ee is early for school today and in fact she's 2.5hours early and is now in class alone with only the computer for company and blogging this chunk of nonsense which nobody in particular will read anyway.

Milk green tea in the morning resulted in a tummyache -.- damn no link but she feels good cause she gets to charge her phone in class so that the battery wont go, wonders why there is no time to charge it at home, cant leave her phone alone for even 5 mins even though the average speed of the msg coming in is 2/hour-.- Oh. Been having insomnia and she doesnt know why. There is not enough sleep for her arghhhh and she has to peel herself off the bed every morning and leave the bolster at home D:

Getting closer to her sister and having htht at night before she sleeps and seriously mei, I need to sleep but your story so interestingggg hehehe and hmmm pam just farted loudly in class thank god there's no one to hear or smell it and information overload but it kinda stinkssss booo to the eggs D:

As the world keeps spinning round, you hold me right here right now.

Needs a new pair of shoes and doesnt understand why running gives her blisters D: Which pair of shoes should she get and there's someone playing the Ponyo song on a piccolo in the morning?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Creepyyyyy okay enough with the rants, pam's gotta go toilet nowww

Needs a space to start ranting

School has started already and what is this nonsense omg I have to hand up this Marketing Portfolio showcasing some of my better works(out of all those sloppy ones) in my uhm 4 years of life in SPDLA D: Seriously I think the portfolio's gonna look crappy and it'll be damn throw face.

I keep checking my phone for msgs though I know it comes only once in a blue moon. Been happy, very happy. Feel all warm and fuzzy :D

Idk where to go for lunch, decisions decisions... Food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No place for my head

Oh well its been quite awhile since the previous update, it should be about 1 week already, no? Holidays havent been treating me good D: And my holidays are ending already oh no back to school in less than a week shuckkkkss I dont want school to start if only there was a way to pause time or rewind it or stop it...

Rowing the not so little boat down the not so streamy stream. Sighhhhh are we merry?

Gahhhhhhh tummy's been all weird recently I dont like it booo the slightest things give me a tummy ache damn it.

Sneaking a post here now that she's gone out to buy food yay love it when people feed me hahaha but she happens to be hungry thats why D:

Oh well life's like that youre happy then youre sad. You get over it and the cycle repeats.

How about a big fat no?

Running epic failed haha no chance to slim down properly sigh and no chance to conquer my weight D: this is really terrible sigh and my ankle actually cui after awhile of running double sigh lah seriously

Anyway funky mooncake(green tea with tiramisu centre) is freaking cool :D

Short updates:

Nothing much to update about. Been happy and eating alot :D