worst day of my life

i got damn pissed yday.
how annoying can younger sisters get?
she keeps wearing my bra.
she wears it to school.
she wears it when she gets home.
she wears it after she bathes.
and she wears it when she sleeps.
and she refuses to let my mother wash it.
helloooooooooo!! like it's MY bra, damnit. i am damn annoyed. so freaking annoyed. now you may think i am selfish and i dislike her alot. but the truth is when i borrow her things, she expects me to bring it to wash. and TWO of my bras are with her okay. one is thrown somewhere and not being washed. the other one is on her. now, i wouldnt mind so much if MM had paid for my bra. BUT I BUY MY OWN BRA. and my sister likes to spend money buying SPORTS bra when she doesnt even exercise. like. WTFFFFFFF. tell me how pissed i can get? and when i try asking her to return my bra OR bring it to wash. she gets pissed at me. KNS LA SHE. CCB! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! damn it.

another person pissed me off. tell me. am i really that ugly? why do i feel like you dont wish for others to know that we are together? why do you bother taking the initiative to talk to other girls, even if they are your group mates? why why why? stop giving my crap excuses like i was too far away so you couldnt find me to talk. or that because she was your group mate and that's why you talk to her. so a status as a girlfriend is lower that the status of a group mate? DAMNITTTTTT! damn pissed damn pissed. i wish to give you one tight slap but apparently that would make me seem like i am a jealous monster. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. stuck in a rut. what should i do? no! it is NOT that i get jealous easily. i am just jealous of the fact that you took the initiative to talk to her. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-stard. KNN! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

sorry ah, at the end of the day i am still a girl right. i still need your pampering and pacifying. why wont you give it to me when i already made it clear that i wanted you to. how ass-y can you get?!

dumb school

been a hectic week. excited about camp. certain arrangements are bias if i may say so. some people join the camp to get the singlet. wtf maybe we shld make ugly singlets. so they think its cool to wear the db singlet? sorry but i dont think you are worth it. so annoying. i will squeeze the life out of you. db is cool. but just joining the camp for the singlet is not. please wake up your idea. excited about camp. excited about camp. gonna bring my whole collection of fbt shorts to camp. black, blue, red, fluoro orange, orange, light blue, yellow (but not fbts). and many other singlets. need to cut my hair. someone thought ayf was gay. cause he was holding another guy's hand. apparently that guy was me-.-!!

another one-.-

1. Your status please.
Attached to ayf.

2. How many hours do you sleep?
Long long hours.

3.Do you own a laptop or cellphone?
I have both.

4 Where is your bf/gf?
In class?

5.Last person you kissed?
Ayf-.-!

6. Have you been to the movie in last5 days?
NO! Bring me please.

7.Last food that you ate?
Pocky (:

8 . Your dream vacation?
Egypt.

9.Have you been in love?
Yeah.

10. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yeah.

11. What are you listening to right now?
Classmates talking.

12. Do you collect anything?
I collect stickers.

13. Last time you took shower?
This morning.

14. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah ):

15. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
Should be.

16. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yeah.

17. What's in your mind?
This quiz very long.

18. How do you feel right now?
Cold.

19. What was the last SMS you receive about?
'You careful okay. I love you! Muack!'

20. Do you smoke?
No la. I am an athelete.

21. Usual first impression on you.
Stuck-up.

22. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Ayf.

23. What's yr answer in no.8?
Go see la.

24 . When's the best time to eat icecream
Anytime also can la.

25. What are you doing tomorrow?
School, out with may?

26. Were you a nerd in 5th grade?
No, never a nerd.

27. Have you ever been on Tv?
No.

28. Have you ever loved so much that you're willing to sacrifice your life for him/her?
I would, for ayf.

29. 3 things about yourself?
Lazy, fat, stubborn. Noisy. OOPS more than 3.

30. What's bothering you?
My shoulder ache.

31. What are you thinking abt?
Menses suck?

33 . Best childhood memory :
Buying storybooks!!

34. 5 of your biggest fears:
Standing broad jump, pull ups, shuttle run, 30mins warm up run, losing.

35 . Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they askedyou?
If ayf broke up with me, yes.

36. Want to marry?
Yes please.

37. To whom?
Ayf.

38. Alaska or Hawaii?
Hawaii. Cant stand the cold.

39.Do you love chocolates?
Yeah, love dark. But any chocs will do.

40. Words for the day.
I dont wanna die.