Happy Holidays! (HH) Hahahaha!

Finally, there was training yesterday. I got to see my girls, namely Yunn Sin, Gwen, Shiya and even Suanling. Well, and some juniors also (: (: Good to see that none became very flabby. Hahahah and guess where did Zakikibunzxz go? She was packing the house, she is moving house. So I asked why didn't she cancel training? We could all go help her carry things what... Then she called me a loser. Hahaha, wahlao. People offer help and want to be nice all then call me a loser, what the hell ah zakkkk!! AND THE BLOODY BUNNICE! WHERE IN THE WORLD WERE YOU? DAMN CHAMPION YOU, LEAVE ME ALONE TO PACE. THANKS AH. NO LOVE NO LOVE!!!!

Anyway!! The holidays are here which means more trainings. I cannot say that I have been a very good kid for this term. I haven't been doing work, always staying out late, not going home, taking far too long in the showers, sleeping till late in the morning or early afternoon and end up skipping school. But it's okay. I have next term to make up for it but I highly suspect that the same cycle will repeat itself or maybe not since The Reason has projects too... Uh, I have to rush my project too, yes, the one that I didn't complete. Speaking of December!, it means that Christmas is here! And all the people who have their birthdays at the last month of the year, good news, your birthday is (FINALLY!!!!!!!)here, your turn to be a price/princess/spoiltbrat (: (: Daddy's birthday is on the 7th. And I have some friends whose birthday is on the 31st (: how cool is that! To be the last baby of the year when everyone wants to be 1st hahaha and Sueann(I know you will never read this :/ ) has her birthday on the 1st of January, so it's coming too! Hahahaha imagine if you have friends of the same year(1989) having a birthday like 5th January(Zak) and another on the 18th December(Bernice). It's like when Zak learnt how to walk, that Bunnice was just born. Hahahaha. Oh, Zak's birthday is coming too!! Hahahahaha!!

And speaking of the month of Dec, the girls are going overseas :/ while I am gonna be stuck in S'pore which is not necessarily a bad thing, right? There are many things to do like, read books, read books, read books :/ Oh, do I sound like a bookwerm? Hahahaha.

Haven't been doing much for the past week. Just gorging on Mac breakfasts(MEGA sausage mcgriddles). Very sinful please. All hell broke loose after Regatta. No more mixed rice. Hahahah and Carl's junior after training yesterday. Thank God it was raining so I didn't attend the B&J's ChunkFest. Or I would have gotten rather fat. Have been eating ice cream too :/ My money is all flying away. Oh my Gosh, save me please. If I have got no money, then how to buy that cutest-thing-on-Earth?

Did I mention that I ran 10rounds stadium on thursday? Hahahahaha that's only 4km. The lolli ran only 3rounds and went to do sprints and then accompanied me on my last round. But, she is running the (full)marathon on the 7th. And the full marathon is like 42.195km please. But my mind is made up, I have decided to run the marathon next year (: (: Anybody wanna go run with me? Okay, make that jog/walk/slow pace. But if you get first for the marathon, you get money ley! $35,000 yknow?!?!?! Hahahah is that motivation enough?

Uh, I forgot what else did I wanted to say. Okay, feels so good to see the girls (: (: Love all of you very much please!

Back to bed. It's the 7th December, 1050am.

my heart goes shalalalala.

projectsucksmission. soooooooo its finally over already. HAHAHAHA i feel a sense of LIBERATION......... yayness to the max but............ there is still presentation on thursday and my panels DID turn out like shit. like wtfzomgiamdead................... ):

ANYWAY! submitted and then we can 'zhao' liao. so i went to club to look for denise. i think i am overdosing on denise la. been meeting her like everyday. WELL ALMOST EVERYDAY. i suspect she is overdosing on me too. HAHAH like everyday see my retarded face also sian ji pua right and i have been staying over at her place quite often. but! the only reason she wants to see me is because we can go ST HAHAHAHA wahlao the chiongster in us still not dead sia. then shiya came to club too. wahlao its been like one zillion years since i last saw shiya la. and coincidentally we were wearing the same thing so i am very convinced that she and i are fated to be with each other (but of course she doesnt want me ): she only wants EXTPCPC, shiya is a nehnehpoks) HAHAHAHA. then we had the most sinful meal for lunch but! shiya is MOST sinful okay. and i got denise hooked on rasberry waffle HAHAHAHA yay! sweet tooth rocks. HAHAHAHA then we went to club where those two tried to study for awhile then shiya left to ask her teachers some questions. she is a secret mugger. mug to the max la she. denise TRIED TO STUDY BUT ENDED UP SLPING, the lousy poks.

we went for ST and got killed. wtf la. superduperbloodyfucking endurance trng. HAHAHA wahlao eh. can die PLEASE! BUT it was raining so we got the excuse to not run. we have to run if we want to hit 50kg okay. need to hit 50kg la poks!

bffl offered for me to go run 1ok everyday and i said what if i fainted, then bffl said to leave me there alone. wahlao no heart right? like we stay super near each other and bffl cant be bothered to send me home. so near okay so near. now i know. not my bffl anymore. nehnehpoks you! HAHAHA but i believe that the 10k run will make me lose fats. hehehehe but no time leh. now exam period (not for me la, for all of the others). wahlao need to run need to run.
and DENISEPOKS, where is our jog-a-thon? fucker la you. procastinate until now also havent carry out our plan. nehnehpoks to the max pls.

anyway, the EXBFSB! haha or is it ROT-EXBF. hahaha denise, u get what i mean. anyway. i cant give you any advice but i just want you to know that whatever decision u make, i will support u. and then! i will personally give your stalker a slap if he ever bullies you. u have my word for it. and gwens too.

on a happy note.
OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I AM GONNA MEET LYNETTE LCB UP TMR NIGHT AFTER HER TRNG. AH SUPER MISS HER LIKE FUCK. GOT SO MUCH TO RANT AND COMPLAIN ABOUT. AND I NEVER EVER WILL RUN OUT OF THINGS TO SAY TO YOU OKAY EVEN THOUGH U GOT SOMEONE SPECIAL AND I AM NOT IMPT ANYMORE ): U FUCKER. HAHAHAHAHAHAH I STILL LOVE YOU PLENTY. AND YOU ARE FOREVER. KEKEKEZXZXZ LOVE YOU LEYYYYYYYYYYY. OKAY SUPER GAY LIKE FUCK. DAMN IT. AHHHHHHHHHHH I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT I AM GOING CRAZY. WTF. CHILL PAM CHILL.
*FYI! LCB is not a bad word okay..............

on a very sad note. its been so long since i saw my girls. i am going crazy okay.
yunnsin went MIA mann. i bet she is secretly mugging her life away. jiayou for now! aft exams then we chiong trng.
zakikibunZXZ is still as cock as ever. HA! super failure at remembering stuffs sia. still wanna argue with me-.-
gwen! superduper long like fuck never see u liao! and i cant wait for the stayover this saturday. t(h)reesome awesomeXZxz! hahahahah. dont get too excited ah. HAHAHAAH!
bernice! i dont even have any news of you okay! wtf are u up to! i know u ST with princeCharles okay. chiong-ster.
SUAN! u leh? die until where liao. stop dating her okay. library is NOT a conducive environment to go dating.
shiyaaaaa HAHA i just saw u. and FYI! u are not balding pls. mbf for life!
DENISE! i see u everyday siaaaaaaaa. wahlao. east siders forever la. HAHAHAAH and i have been eating your honey stars like crazy and i am growing fat ): ):

and the rest of my juniors. pls all STUDY SMART and train hard! HAHAHAHA.

cant wait for trng to resume. i hope that our bond will maintain. or maybe grow even stronger. HEHEHEHE!gay to the max. whatever. you girls, are forever (: (:

AND DID I MENTION, I GAINED WEIGHT. MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD. but i look slim BUT thats not the point. the point is.................
I AM DRIFTING FROM MY AIM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay i am being crazy.

hectic days (or nights maybe)

hello earthlings and stalkers and what notZxzx and. all the ghostly beings out there. GAHHHHH! its the seventh month!

TUESDAY:
HAHAHA due to like overnighting in school, i totally cui-ed on tuesday. and i slept like in the club from like. 7am to like 11am. on the bench. i am soooooooooooooooooooooo bloooooody goooooooooood at camouflaging myself that noone noticed i was there. maybe its cause i was wearing the jacket (black) and then using a fbt singlet (black) to cover my face. like i cant help it but to cover my face. because i dont like to show my face when i sleeping. not to like random SPDB people anyway, cause they would most probably take like pictures of your unglam face when you are sleeping. booo! so better to be safe than sorry right. HAHA but mrtp has seen my sleeping face before (: BUT THAT WAS LAST TIME PLEASE!!! hahaha not i sleep much more glam i think. luckily i never spasm siaaaaaaaaaaaa. anyway, denise thinks i am damn pro to squeeze myself into a hole and stay in that position. hahaha i think i am pro too. cause usually i like to squueze with people. hahahaha esp mrtp.............. but again, that was last time. eh so i slacked in club the whole day trying to sleep. then went for trng with the junior girls. but i was just running with them, one round outside sch. while denise went with the killer(scott). and whats more, she almost died cause she had a stitch and she didnt like wear her stuff properly, HAHAHAHA i dont tell you what is it. hahaha. and i couldnt run properly also cause like my THING came like the previous day when i stayed over in sch and i survived one whole night without my protection. am i pro or pro. HAHAHA! i think i am damn pro once more. ST with denise and scott. once more, killed. i mean, i got killed and denise like damn happy cause she exceeded her expectationZXz.

i was there when you doing your pullups. yeah so what if you can do? is it the quality of the pullups that count or the quantity? if you want quantity, i can give you quantity. but whats the point of doing half fucked pullups. i tell you, i can even do better ones then you, though my quantity may be much lesser. it is people like YOU that make me want to push myself even harder. yeah, just so i can win you. so what if i want to win you for the sake of winning you? i win you, i am contributing to my girls team also. it means i have become stronger. yes, thanks to YOU(: and in the gym, HAHAHA bicep station. so what? a guy doing 10kg? half fucked 10kg? i can do it too. half fucked what. anything half fucked i also can do, but whats the point? i would rather do my bicep stations properly and have nice biceps. instead of half fucked biceps, which i am sure you will get. so, enough about you (: bye. have fun doing half fucked stuff. i wont bother about you (:

WEDNESDAY:
no rwp in the morning so i morning called scott at like 6?!?!?! and then i went back to sleep. haha wanted to go to school to run earlier. but i was damn tired. so i wasted the whole day away. went for GEMs for only 5 (bloody short) minutes. cause i completed the quiz in like 4 (shorter than bloody short) minutes. HAHAHA am i pro or pro? PLEASE TAKE MY GEMS! die die must take cause damn easy! AMAZING CREATURES BIG AND SMALL (: recommended by pamelaeepeishan! then i slacked at club. caught up with gwen again. and then went to poly50 event. and now i am in school again. like damn pro please. and the time is about 3.54am in the morning and i am wide awake typing this composition (or so scott claims) hahaha.

okay. everybody has a stoned face now. and today's study session like a BIT more productive for me. hahaha there are more people now! me, denise, scott, ruifang, ying, ling, bing, aaron (where is yun ah?) hahaha! errrrrrr. okay. update more again la. staying in school is damn fun. and lessons are in approximately 4 hours time. HAHA i think i am gonna take a nap..... or maybe i wont...... okay. and i love taking photos please. and i love to blog as if i am writing an essay. it gives me a sense of satisfaction that i can talk so much and keep typing to myself. i feel as though when i blog, i am actually talking to myself. is there like a problem with me? AHHHHHHH! i think so. eh i think i am crazy. and khim gonna scold me la. i got no paragraphing. and i need to train harder. need to need to.

and did i mention. someone (I SOOOOOOOO WONDER WHO) nominated me for MMSP (likw wtf). i am never gonna get selected please. cause the typical people are looking for the typical girls. fair skinned (which cant be possible because i am in like a CCA which requires me to have constant sun exposure) with long hair (which i want but it gets annoying and kinda gross if your hair is just dry and has spilt ends) and big eyes (which i have when i stare at people) and do not wear specs (while i wear mine like ALL THE TIME, except for when i sleep). eh what else. put make up (gross to the max unless like u put concealer on the lips and make yourself look pale and sickly, which i like) or wear like damn nice (which i never bother to cause i basically train almost everyday and besides, wear so nice for what? no one wants to see please-.- HAHA) so. the point is. i am not gonna get selected. because people are just too.... typical? or maybe, i wont get selected cause i am too fat. too muscular. er. too ugly (yes i know i am ugly so shut up pls you dont need to tell me, i know myself) and did i mention i am planning to wear singlet and shorts to the interview. HAHAHAHAH! okay. and i did paragraph the thing after all. cause i also read until buaytahan siaaaaa. so dumb, yes, no?
and its like 4.09am now. i am sooooooooooooooooooooooo gonna take a nap.

simple words: i'll wait, i'll wait.

secret....................

HAHA trngs have been great. statics are killaZXzxzxz. running was a breezzzzzzzze. striding threw my face. apparently i am still the slowest. AS USUAL. ta ma de!! eh what else. er. reading books like crazy. finshed Phantom again. in 2 days. about my 10th time reading in a few months, no joke. Phantom is damn nice. onlyyyyyy........... 523 pages.

"My heart foreseeing your condemnation into this tomb, I made my way by stealth and here, far away from every human gaze, in your arms I wished to die..."

"Beyond the edge there is no pain.
Beyond the edge you will be reborn in the glory of darkness.
Rise up and follow me...."

there has been alot of people who have been there for me through this period of time. i cannot wait for friday to come, and the truth will be unfolded. has my existence been forgotten? maybe life without me is much better and there is no wish to go back in time. promises made, have they been forgotten? maybe i can be done without. but certainly i cant do without you.................

my deep dark secret.

the fun we have together....... the laughters and joy that we share.

actually, i have been loving you. and we are finally a couple (:

HAHAHA shiya i love you. thanks mann!

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oh no! yuan feng's birthday is coming and i have no idea what to get him. any ideas? i need ideas. but he wont be free on his birthday as he has a wedding dinner at night. and i was still thinking of giving him a surprise at night-.-! and he has to go to the ROM the day before. ah! such a spoiler.
and i still love you no matter what. though you spoil all my plans. stupidboy. thanks for the past 6mths together. good timesssssss.

HAHAHA! i am here to proclaim that i love my dragonboat girls. and i have no idea that i would meet you girls here in poly. i am very happy and i wish that this bond that we forge will never ever be replaced. i know it sounds very cliche. and corny. but what i feel for you all is more than just a feeling. i love you all girls (: really. even though we may not be able to spend time together or whatsoever after we get into third year. but i still hope that everyone of you know that you wont be replaced in my heart.

denise, for being the east sider and the one that i joined dragonboat with. we may have drifted apart and we are not so close anymore. cause we are both busy with our own stuffs. now that you are in a different course and i hope you will do well in this course. BE rocks. right? you better say so and stop going to SB okay! and you are my partner for pacing now! HAHA lets train hard together!

anni, you were the pacer. and you might not even read this blog cause you keep getting the address wrong. you suck-.-! anyway, i can tell you, after you left. things have been really different. pacing with denise is just different from pacing with you. even though you are really nice to bully. and you are also in BE, but i dont ever see you around. and when you work, please take care of yourself. you are so small and skinny, it breaks my heart la. and if muaythai ever bullies you, tell us okay? SPDB girls will always be there for you.

shiya, you are damn fierce and i am damn afraid of you-.-! please dont kill me when you see this. HAHA water purification! environmentalist(: heh heh. anyway, even though you have a short temper. you still can never be replaced la. remember the neoprints that we took last time? so young and innocent then. HAHA not that we are not young and innocent now. but yeah. last time cuter la. without all the muscles. you know that i have got your back whenever you fall okay?

yunnsin, the vicecaptain. the mama to all of us. you take care of all of us as if we are blood sisters. for that i am really thankful for you. you go al out to help us. and this action definitely speaks louder than words. even though i am really annoying at times and i dont listen to you. you know that i respect you deep inside my heart. it's kinda hard for me to behave and submit. but i will try and make your job less taxing okay?

gwen, cyclone. grinder. HAHAH bet you are going to kill me when you read this. ever since denise went to langkawi, smit prep camp and smit camp. we became closer. dont know whether you were taking me as a replacement for denise or whatever. but i never told you that i am really thankful for this friendship that became deeper. even though you are annoying and rather demanding at times. you know i will still be there for you no matter what!

bernice, the bimbo in the team. gwen can be bimbo number2! okay? we were not close in the beginning. and now that we are closer. i am very happy. though we dont talk alot during trainings or after trainings or call each other on a daily basis. it's just the little things that matter. like how we wait for the 2 idiots for them to end trainings. and have heart to heart talks during the wait. it's not the amount of time that we spend talking but rather the quality of the talk. talking to you always makes me feel better. like how you understand how i feel, even though sometimes you are really slow and make me very exasperated. but you know you can tell me anything under the sun(:

suanling, you are damn guai lan. but i know you are a gentleman at heart. and you will definitely not get to read this cause you dont even know that i have got a blog-.-! you suck too! HAHA please come for more trainings or i wont be able to post much about you. what an ass. stop over sleeping and missing trainings. discipline ah! i can see your passion for DB and i know you are really trying hard for weights. lets jia you together. you butchhhhher-.-! HAHA

zakkybun, the reigning captain. i know you secretly happy that i call you captain. and even though you bombed us with bad news (no i havent gotten over it), you will still be the captain. and if the bad news ever ever ever comes true. be assured everyone else will do the same things okay! stop being the secret slacker! and plan more and stop letting yunnsin kill her brain cells. you are secretly useless. HAHA ALL BRAWN NO BRAINS! heh heh. just joking. anyway, you look really stupid when you kayak, especially when you think you are going to capsize. HAHAH! and please study hard okay! final year leh....... come for more trainings. HAHAHA!

ashley and angel, cant really say much. cause i dont see you all often. please manage your time well and dont fall ill! squash, dragonboating, and studies are really hard to manage. plus this is the final year! jiayou!

vicecapt and capt.

this muscle woman here is the captain of the girls' team. she is very scary.
and she does like. impossible amounts of weights. if you are paired up with her for weights trainings, i guess i should say, try to survive. YES! that is how scary she is. and even more scary is the fact that she spies on us little humanoids. like for example, if she reads this post (which i am sure she will), i think i will die next training. but i still like making fun of her skin colour. i think i am damn mean but whatever. oh shucks. i think i am really gonna die. goodbye earthlingZxzzxz. anyway, this zakkybun!! after being MIA for 2 months, and leaving us in the lurch. she came back to bomb us with a bad news which has since turned into good news (: HAHAHAHA. her name is zakiyyah banu. and all of us little earthlings call her zakkybun. isnt it full of affection! zakkybun loves to make bunZxzxzzxz and her friendster. does not have a decent picture of herself. i think she is actually very pretty. long live the captain! i think the most sexy part of zakkybuns are her buns. HAHAHA just joking!! i think zakky's eyes are sexyyyyyyyy!

this unglam person here happens to be my vicecaptain. actually she is usually not this unglam and i have absolutely no idea what happened to her. i think her mind got invaded by aliens. HAHAHA! she does all the planning for the trainings. at least that is what i found out. the real captain is a slacker. anyway. yunnsin happens to be a very caring friend. she goes all out to help her friends and she is just like a big mummy to us. and i happen to be the small kid. yunnsin will buy 1.5l of evian mineral water for us to share during trainings and you can never miss her banana walnut loaf. or raisin loaf. and there was once she even bougth fruit and nut loaf for us. like...... fruit and nut loaf is damn expensive. and i am the cheapskate that takes all her bread HAHA. yunnsin's mother is very important to her and she will miss dinner with us so that she can go home and accompany her mother. she is a cancer just like me and denise. and her birthday falls on the same day as denise. while mine is about 2 weeks or so after theirs. yunnsin was the captain of basketball. and she will be future captain of the girls' team. i think people who can play ball are cool therefore she is cool. HAHA! i am serious! and not being sarcastic. yunnsin claims i am her EX wife ): cause of my current affairs. but i have no affairs. i love my vicecaptain okay! HAHAHAHA mwahhhhhh!! <3

weekends

stayed over at ayf's on thursday. ended up waking up late on friday. therefore no school again. he went for trng in the evening while i ended up meeting lynette. who made use of me to get the 20% discount from NUM cause she got a pair of havianas. HAHAHA cheapppppp! just joking. she has a friend who has another friend who can get 50% discount. eh i also want to know that friend(:(:(: introooooooooo okay lynette? saw ver!! lynette tried to intro me as a butch. like =_=!! i am standing next to her. HAHA so not butch when compared to her pleaseeeeeeeee.

saturday:
met shiya at 11 for weights. lo and behold! gwen denise and zakkybun were there at the train station too. so we did weights together. weights can kill-.-! maybe i am just not fit enough? went to KLP for lunch. met the year ones at kallang station. brought them to SDBA. took them for running with me leading. hope i wasnt too fast or what. statics were laughable. went for kayaking with shiya and beeeee. while the gwen denise and yunnsin took them for DB. went to meet rain for dinner. ended up buying donuts for dinner.

sunday: MOTHER'S DAY.
trng in the morning. running. 8sets of 1000m. ohmylord! went for ironman at marina with db guys and girls. make it 3 db girls. me yunnsin and gwen only-.- HAHA. went to put booking for work. need to work. alot of things to get. ahhh! damn it. went home after that.

wednesdayzXzxzxz

report writing class now. damn cold in class. t321! so if you are ever going there, please bring a bloody jacket along. tmr freshies coming for first training. HAHAHA yday the run at the stadium was good la. i can conclude that i cant do short distance for nuts. i do not like short distance. boo. i must improve my timing for 2.4km. stadium was crowded yday. many many people. handsome ones. heh heh i am talking about me. just joking. alot of people joined spcp. quite alot in track also. i hope the intake for spdb's first trng is good. cause i am pretty sure the number will decrease in time to come. but i hope that wont happen either. ya?

mr mia is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk(:

okay. look at last time.

look at now. he morphed into 2!!
do we look alike? DO WE DO WE DO WE DO WE?
try saying that out loud.
now.......................................?
IGNTS HAHAHAHAHA. gwen laugh at this
cause i am so cool for using short form.
HEH HEH HEH HEH :D



ah okay bye.
and can you believe he was so adorable last time?
anyway he keeps saying he is ugly. wtfffffffffffff?
someone knock some sense into him. nah. alot of sense.
next time i shall post some half naked picture.
let you all puke your guts out. and then can miss trainings liao!
OKAY. joking.