hectic days (or nights maybe)

hello earthlings and stalkers and what notZxzx and. all the ghostly beings out there. GAHHHHH! its the seventh month!

TUESDAY:
HAHAHA due to like overnighting in school, i totally cui-ed on tuesday. and i slept like in the club from like. 7am to like 11am. on the bench. i am soooooooooooooooooooooo bloooooody goooooooooood at camouflaging myself that noone noticed i was there. maybe its cause i was wearing the jacket (black) and then using a fbt singlet (black) to cover my face. like i cant help it but to cover my face. because i dont like to show my face when i sleeping. not to like random SPDB people anyway, cause they would most probably take like pictures of your unglam face when you are sleeping. booo! so better to be safe than sorry right. HAHA but mrtp has seen my sleeping face before (: BUT THAT WAS LAST TIME PLEASE!!! hahaha not i sleep much more glam i think. luckily i never spasm siaaaaaaaaaaaa. anyway, denise thinks i am damn pro to squeeze myself into a hole and stay in that position. hahaha i think i am pro too. cause usually i like to squueze with people. hahahaha esp mrtp.............. but again, that was last time. eh so i slacked in club the whole day trying to sleep. then went for trng with the junior girls. but i was just running with them, one round outside sch. while denise went with the killer(scott). and whats more, she almost died cause she had a stitch and she didnt like wear her stuff properly, HAHAHAHA i dont tell you what is it. hahaha. and i couldnt run properly also cause like my THING came like the previous day when i stayed over in sch and i survived one whole night without my protection. am i pro or pro. HAHAHA! i think i am damn pro once more. ST with denise and scott. once more, killed. i mean, i got killed and denise like damn happy cause she exceeded her expectationZXz.

i was there when you doing your pullups. yeah so what if you can do? is it the quality of the pullups that count or the quantity? if you want quantity, i can give you quantity. but whats the point of doing half fucked pullups. i tell you, i can even do better ones then you, though my quantity may be much lesser. it is people like YOU that make me want to push myself even harder. yeah, just so i can win you. so what if i want to win you for the sake of winning you? i win you, i am contributing to my girls team also. it means i have become stronger. yes, thanks to YOU(: and in the gym, HAHAHA bicep station. so what? a guy doing 10kg? half fucked 10kg? i can do it too. half fucked what. anything half fucked i also can do, but whats the point? i would rather do my bicep stations properly and have nice biceps. instead of half fucked biceps, which i am sure you will get. so, enough about you (: bye. have fun doing half fucked stuff. i wont bother about you (:

WEDNESDAY:
no rwp in the morning so i morning called scott at like 6?!?!?! and then i went back to sleep. haha wanted to go to school to run earlier. but i was damn tired. so i wasted the whole day away. went for GEMs for only 5 (bloody short) minutes. cause i completed the quiz in like 4 (shorter than bloody short) minutes. HAHAHA am i pro or pro? PLEASE TAKE MY GEMS! die die must take cause damn easy! AMAZING CREATURES BIG AND SMALL (: recommended by pamelaeepeishan! then i slacked at club. caught up with gwen again. and then went to poly50 event. and now i am in school again. like damn pro please. and the time is about 3.54am in the morning and i am wide awake typing this composition (or so scott claims) hahaha.

okay. everybody has a stoned face now. and today's study session like a BIT more productive for me. hahaha there are more people now! me, denise, scott, ruifang, ying, ling, bing, aaron (where is yun ah?) hahaha! errrrrrr. okay. update more again la. staying in school is damn fun. and lessons are in approximately 4 hours time. HAHA i think i am gonna take a nap..... or maybe i wont...... okay. and i love taking photos please. and i love to blog as if i am writing an essay. it gives me a sense of satisfaction that i can talk so much and keep typing to myself. i feel as though when i blog, i am actually talking to myself. is there like a problem with me? AHHHHHHH! i think so. eh i think i am crazy. and khim gonna scold me la. i got no paragraphing. and i need to train harder. need to need to.

and did i mention. someone (I SOOOOOOOO WONDER WHO) nominated me for MMSP (likw wtf). i am never gonna get selected please. cause the typical people are looking for the typical girls. fair skinned (which cant be possible because i am in like a CCA which requires me to have constant sun exposure) with long hair (which i want but it gets annoying and kinda gross if your hair is just dry and has spilt ends) and big eyes (which i have when i stare at people) and do not wear specs (while i wear mine like ALL THE TIME, except for when i sleep). eh what else. put make up (gross to the max unless like u put concealer on the lips and make yourself look pale and sickly, which i like) or wear like damn nice (which i never bother to cause i basically train almost everyday and besides, wear so nice for what? no one wants to see please-.- HAHA) so. the point is. i am not gonna get selected. because people are just too.... typical? or maybe, i wont get selected cause i am too fat. too muscular. er. too ugly (yes i know i am ugly so shut up pls you dont need to tell me, i know myself) and did i mention i am planning to wear singlet and shorts to the interview. HAHAHAHAH! okay. and i did paragraph the thing after all. cause i also read until buaytahan siaaaaa. so dumb, yes, no?
and its like 4.09am now. i am sooooooooooooooooooooooo gonna take a nap.

simple words: i'll wait, i'll wait.