so few come and dont go.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY since shawn wants me to blog about the spdbguys. i shall comply. since there is nothing much for me to do. lets talk about.
SHAWN! i know the main point you ask me to blog about the guys is to talk about you right? okay shawn eats damn slowly. and he makes people wait for him. HAHAHAHA shawn has aids. shawn has abs liaoZxz. shawn is mr biceps. ya he has nice biceps. biceps infested with aids. eh what else. erm shawn has an angel. hahahahaha. the angel trained out his abs. HAHAHA. so cool right. aids aids aids. nothing else to say alr.
my god. i am in the club now and someone just came in and i am damn high but i am not showing any facial expressions. cause i am not allowed to. i am not supposed to. i am not goinrg to. i cant. i need to control myself. i need to. and i am feeling so terrible now. cause i cant do anything about it. damn it. pam, you are such a loser laaaaaaaaaaaa wahlao.......
back to a more serious point (not that the above isnt serious enough). the leave of people is definitely affecting many. and i cant find anything to console them. which explains my title: so few come and dont go. taken off a song by the fray 'look after you'. people come and go. not many leave footprints in our hearts. there will come a time when people will just leave one by one. and its up to us to make the best out of what we have now. treasure the time left with the remaining people. (and i still havent mustered up the courage to open my mouth to strike a conversation damn!) oh well i think that there is no point in being so depressed over it. we should channel all the depression, sadness and anger into the aggression in the water. nothing is forever. maybe memories. but even memories fade. (he just picked up his bag and left the club and i mustered up enough courage to ask if he was going for lessons and said bye, yes i am still a loser.)photographs are forever? but photographs will fade too. what is forever? friends? friends come and go too. maybe only death is forever. cause once you die. you leave everything behind and you can never come back to life. why....... come to think of it again, glory is forever too. we should leave a legacy, that will stay forever. yes, that is forever. people will remember you and your name will be told in stories. over and over again.
WEDNESDAY:
went to the upper gym. they added new machines there! or isit i havent been there for too long already?! i dont like the upper gym la. its where all the guys wanna train half naked-.- so annoying. please put on a shirt if you happen to fall into the fat NOT fit category. HAHA gross to the max please. please have some decency? okay maybe that is not the right word. but whatever la huh.... as long as you get what i mean can already la huh.

i said it before, i cant promise to love you forever. i can only tell you, i love you today. and i love you tomorrow. and i want to say it everyday.