sit and shake leg

everytime after trng, the girls would head over to suntec foodcourt and try to find a place to sit down and have our dinner. but we are always so unlucky and the place would be damn crowded cause it is nearing dinner time. then the girls would have to seperate and then no more bonding ):
just the other day, i was arguing with my friend over whether sitting at the coffeeshop and shaking leg is right or wrong. now, who has a problem with that? whats wrong with sitting there and having a chat over your drink. my choice of drink would be teh bing or bandung. and its not like i sit there and refuse to budge when there are many waiting for a place right...?
there are still many things that i wish to say. but i cant. because i need to protect myself. i cant let everything out on this blog for everyone will know. there are still many things that i keep in my heart. though i look like i posted alot of information. but this is only the tip of the iceberg.

many thanks to everyone who has been there for me.
those who text me.
those who walk with me.
those who lunch with me.
those who knows whats going on and how long it will take for me to get better.

i know i wont ever receive any msg from you again unless it is really urgent. and after so long. i am still not used to it.

'i am so damn in love with you la.' do you remember sending this msg to me a few months back? i felt the same way back then and now i still feel the same way. if not, i feel even deeper for you. and everytime i pass by TP, i keep thinking of you. of your place. of how we spend the afternoons watching tv. slacking. eating. and sleeping.... how you would prepare the water bottle for at night if i wanted to drink. how you would ask me to be careful when i wanna go to the toilet at night. how we would cuddle up under the blanket and keep warm. how i will keep squirming and annoy the hell outta you. and the times when i would arrange your arms to be below my head as my pillow. when i feel cold and i would stick close to you, cause your body is always very warm. you know i miss you alot? and i can give up everything just for you to be in my arms again? baby come back to me.....................................