days go by

swear i got alot to say so this is gonna be a really (in yunnsin's voice) long post. HAHAHA.

friday: as i mentioned i was at denise's place then watching stardust. and i showed her some parts that was damn sad la. wahlao the love is like. touching..... then we were leaving her place then walking to the train station then. she suddenly became very pale and look like she was about to die. wahlao-.- like how i look when my heart beat damn fast. scared she die.... so i asked her to go back home. HAHAHAHA then i made my way down to city hall alone. i am such a loner. dinner at thai express. in the end, only zakiki, gwen, bee, shiyazee turned up. HAHAHAHAHA erm michelle left aft passing me the present. chocs from chocz. HAHA wahlao. heart pain to eat the chocolate okay.... damn exp like hell. then we went starbucks to chillZXzzxz and sit there for like damn long. and HAHAHA msged me at 11.55pm on the 18th. oh my god. swear i was damn happy like shit. HAHAHAHA yes shit can be happy too.

satuday: my green slims spoiling, damn sad. enough sad........... damn depressed and sold out liao okay. no more green slims. how how how? pls, ******** get me another pair. i pay. but u buy can?! ):

today: trng in the morning. meet at 830 at SDBA. took them for run. ran more than usual. i still think we need to run more. even more. more. More. MORE! HAHA. trng was alright. the walk to kallang leisure park was a killer. denise didnt join us for lunch. boo. erm lots more to say but suddenly no mood to type. very very tired. erm, went to grandmas. dad fetched me home. oh my phone no more money. so i cant reply. text me then i call u lor. wahlao. sad.


i dont know what to do. dont know what to say. dont know how to act. what should i do? never felt a love like this. never thought a love like this can go so wrong. never ever ever thought things would turn out this way. i know i love you. i know i miss you. i know i cant live without you. i cant. really.