kill-able -.-

soooooooooooooooooooo. we ran one round outside school and half a round around the track at a reasonable pace. no difficulties in breathing. i think i can sing somemore. HAHAHA and then weights trng was a killer once more, BUT I AM REALLY GLAD COACH CAME DOWN. coach said that he cant wait to see us all grow up cause between the age of 18 to 25 is the age where girls change most.
HAHAHA so i am imagining what i would change into. HAHAHA now......... i have short hair but considering to keep it longer. is that a change?! need a change of specs too. HAHAHA but they say my specs make me, me? maybe i will change it to some other cranky colour. HAHAHA they say my specs make me look crazy. tell me what colour should i change it to....... eh does the length of hair really matter? people with long hair hotter meh. i think short hair is the sex okay (not trying to say that just cause i have short hair, but i thought so long ago, and in case u all so noob and didnt know, i used to have really long hair too. till like. above waist, longer than bernice's okay, hows that! HAHA)
and then once more, during trng, my heart started beating damn fast and damn hard like it was gonna fly out. maybe its cause i saw ********, but i think thats part of the reason. HAHAHA or maybe its cause of coach la...... last tuesday also like that. is it gonna be an every tuesday thing?! mmm. so people, gotta talk to me and show me your love, in case i die. cause i currently feel very weak and feel like dying. and i lost weight! HAHAHA but i wont tell you. HEHEHE. running is good. so run more. if u wanna run, pls contact me at runningisthesex at hotmail dot com. HAHAHA joking the above email doesnt exist luhhhh. erm what else did i wanna say?
oh ya. sorry if Pam seems abit down lately. i havent got any energy to bring her out la. so its just pammmmtheboringoldfart for the next few days...... months....... i think. just very tired. hahaha and i stumbled across a letter i meant to give ******** but i havent gotten the chance. eh didnt know that time i wrote the letter, my english so cheem siaaaaaaa. HAHAHAHA got this part mention.... erm. 'love between us is not just love, its a life and its not complete without you.' HAHAH Woahhhhh right!!???!?!? i know...... got some other mushy parts la but i am not inclined to type it out. later not fun anymore. and then right, i wrote it on a receipt. hahaha the train concession receipt. booo. so cheap skate right. but impromptu ah then got no nice paper. dont blame me ah. now the receipt like crumpled liaozx, cause its from april till now. haha so long liao still havent passed. damn sian-.- and slow of me.
erm i have been feeling cold lately. and i keep wearing a jacket. but i am still cold. and i read the papers this morning then i saw ronaldo's picture. wah he so shuai *goes gaga and crazy over him and starts thinking and thinking and thinking* okay i am crazy.
someone asked me. why do girls resolve to either suicide or stalking after the relationship ends? HAHAHAH i dont know how to answer sia... suicide is the first thought i guess. but in the end also wont die one ah. so brave to die meh. i also scared to die lor. haha then stalking. i think its just a phase. cause u wanna know how your ex is doing and all that crap? HAHA not sure. i think i am the stalker kind. okay gotta stop it. gotta stop it. gotta throw the phone away. HAHAHA! stop it ah(drills that into my head x1000000000times)
i wanted to watch dark knight after trng. and then when i got to tm, the cinema closed liaoZxzx then i walked to century and then the cinema also closed liaoZXz. what is the matter with the cinemas. close so early. wahlaooooo annoying to the max can!? then i walked home lor. wahlaooo still damn annoyed ah. grrr.

and i dont get it leh. why my stomach always damn pain and i cant eat anything or i will feel like puking... zzzz lousy to the max. and i think people who have maomao should just wax it off. on some people it looks hot. on others, its just plain gross ah. GROSS TO THE MAX... okay bye.