just in my face.

not bad at all. right in my face. but then again. it is not like i dont know.
or maybe you think i dont know but maybe actually i do know.

is it the same difference or different similiarity? i dont know, you tell me.
slowly, i am trying to improve. trying to change. but will you all open your eyes to see the change? will you all accept who we are after the change? or will you all stil be stuck in your own thinking. and not see any other things except for what you all choose to see? i dont know. so many questions. so many unanswered.

and i think my new aim would be to not exceed 60kg cause apparently i am drifting from my aim. i am increasinggg, arghhh. HAHAHAHA no more trying to aim 50kg ): that can be after regatta. now, build all the freaking mull-cells first. then lose all the flabs after.......... whenever luh. i dont care la. HAHAHA as long as i dont look my weight, then its fine. i am fine. HAHAHAHA i dont give a shit about what you all think. whether i am fat or not. as long as i know i am not fat. as long as the people that matter to me feels/thinks i am hot, then its all good. but then again, you dont just fall in love with a person cause of the looks righttttt....
BUT THEN AGAIN, MAYBE NOT HAHAHAHAHA. but obviously i dont like people for their size or whatever though it IS a plus point. preferably with big muscles, defined abs, cute ass. HAHAHAHA and no leg hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA nowwwwwwww guess who am talking about?

shorts and sweets

savabriefing on friday.
we were freaking stupid la wahlao. we as in yunnsin, wenzheng, BF and eQ. we were trying to stalk this person. and then we ended up far away from our destination. HAHA somemore the person super big sized so i have no idea how we ended up losing sight of him okay. say already i also paiseh. anyway sava briefing was nice la. cause they provided us with chicken pies from polar and i had like 3 or 4 i cant really remember. and i had green tea and chrysanthemum tea too. HEHEHE did i spell it correctly? then we went to newton food circus to eat. and i sad la. seeing all the buses that go to.....................

saturday trng.
then went in search of a super giantic winnie at suntec but to no avail and i saw alot of things which i wanted. damn it la. i need a sugar daddy please. and then went to marina square. and saw people shoot hoops. and i TOTALLY saw a girl who reminded me of number2 and then i was trying to look very closely and then it wasnt her. HAHAHA ehhh then i got to take pictures with yaoming. and i feel short. as can be seen from previous post. i got my new shorts liaooooooo. HEHEHEHE denise is annoyed with me for the shorts i think.
and!! i have been annoyed very recently.

sunday trng.
erm EC1. EC2. EC3..... so on so forth were at kallang today. i am a super high person. ACTUALLY not that high since i found out some stuffs i didnt wanna know but had to know and fucking went to poke my nose into it. wtf wtf. i am so dumb.
and i finally talked to her and then she sounds really different from what i imagined her voice to be. not that i imagined it to be rough or what but just real different. would be weird if i knew her existence and didnt talk rightttttttttttttt. so i am nice....... in a way la huh.
went to get the present. lunched with bernice, yunnsin (laogong) and zihao. cabbed to cine. zihao paid. HAHAHAHA erm then went to yunnsin's place and fell aslp on the sofa. wtf la okay i am a pig i know.
and i am still an annoyed little kid recently.


spare the rod and you spoil the child. keep that in mind.
dont whine and do something about it. okaythanksbye.
stop asking me about it okaythanksbyelafuck.

scandal of the month

edna in green, mildred being super short. icyb in black! and yours truly in her favourite colour, ORANGE!

peekiessssss

our team name: never be replaced. HAHAHAHAHA



this is my brother la.......



brother and the girlfriend. who is in spdb too (:

come what may

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

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