just in my face.

not bad at all. right in my face. but then again. it is not like i dont know.
or maybe you think i dont know but maybe actually i do know.

is it the same difference or different similiarity? i dont know, you tell me.
slowly, i am trying to improve. trying to change. but will you all open your eyes to see the change? will you all accept who we are after the change? or will you all stil be stuck in your own thinking. and not see any other things except for what you all choose to see? i dont know. so many questions. so many unanswered.

and i think my new aim would be to not exceed 60kg cause apparently i am drifting from my aim. i am increasinggg, arghhh. HAHAHAHA no more trying to aim 50kg ): that can be after regatta. now, build all the freaking mull-cells first. then lose all the flabs after.......... whenever luh. i dont care la. HAHAHA as long as i dont look my weight, then its fine. i am fine. HAHAHAHA i dont give a shit about what you all think. whether i am fat or not. as long as i know i am not fat. as long as the people that matter to me feels/thinks i am hot, then its all good. but then again, you dont just fall in love with a person cause of the looks righttttt....
BUT THEN AGAIN, MAYBE NOT HAHAHAHAHA. but obviously i dont like people for their size or whatever though it IS a plus point. preferably with big muscles, defined abs, cute ass. HAHAHAHA and no leg hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA nowwwwwwww guess who am talking about?