what was it all for?

JUST DO IT.
3 simple words. so easy to say. so hard to do? HAHAHA pun intended.

havent been updating. why? cause i didnt attend sch. monday seemed so faraway now that i am in friday. i am not making any sense. nothing much happened these few days.
did i mention i caught house bunny. yes, with gwen and denise. nov and wanru were in the same theatre too. freaking stupid show. but they snuck in hidden lessons okay. so gotta watch the movie with your heart and not just the eyes. HAHAHAHA.

am i supposed to update about my life. did i mention that i have decided to change how i blog. HAHAHA not gonna update and bore anyone of you about my life anymore. only the important people know they are included my life. like, gwen, denise. and the dbgirls. HAHAHA i sound so dependent on gwen and denise-.- i am not les okay. am very straight HAHAHAHA seriously laaaaaaaaaa.

is there anyone out there good enough. even i dont say that i am good enough.
humans. how often we judge without thinking twice about the whole situation. why do we only see what we want to see and not what we are supposed to see? it is indeed satisfying to judge and pass comments but why dont we ever think of what we have did wrong? possesion, or the lack of it. has caused all these, correct me if i am wrong. drawing a clear line, or rather, withdrawing, is not helping. like i have said many times before, avoidance is not the solution. hatred, is going to eat you up from the insides. hatred is just like a disease. why have you not immunized yourself from this disease? why have you willingly let it consume you alive? regret is like a poison. and you, are letting it slowly seep into your veins. how long would i need wait to see you suffer? oh, i cant wait (:

did i mention i caught Nights in Rodanthe. and it was nothing like the book i read. how annoying! i think i was anticipating too much and cried before the correct time. and when the time came for me to cry, i was just like a hose. oh, i must have been able to use up a box of tissues but, i didnt bring it along la. duh! all of Nicolas' books never fail to make me cry. i must have been a, rain cloud in my previous life. HAHAHAHAHA! and we should all let love envelope us. HAHAHA read his books. it does wonders to your life and erm, lets you see love all around. hoho (: