visiting aaron and making use of his internet connection (:

as the above title suggests.
i am over at aarons now. HAHAHA gymed with denise and retarded today and guess who we met in the gym. up to all of you to guess. shall keep it a secret. carrot cake and hokkien mee after gym. watching movie now. fast and furious, tokyo drift now. aarons room i ssuper cool and super equipped with all the high tech stuff. maybe not high tech but his comp screen, keyboard and mouse all upsized. super big.

hairband is with bf. pls take care of it. i will cry if it breaks la. dont worry i wont ask denise to bite off you-know-what okay (: thats what bfs are for.

trngs have been alright lately. nothing much to update about anyway.
dont know what to update about except that i am in much heartache and i have nothing to say.

what i feel is more than a feeling. and i cant explain it.

will she know how to give you a massage after you have had a long day at training?
will she know how to massage your scalp whenever you ask her to?
will she know how to massage your feet?
and slather lotion on your burnt skin?
does she know how to make you laugh?

okaybye. this is killing me still. and i got nothing to say. dont assume i dont know anything because i do. i am not as stupid as you think i am. i am not dumb. i am not retarded. i am quite smart. and i am talking about noone in particular so do not assume anything. okaythanksreallybye. grrrrr. i am fed up with trng. i feel like i still cant do anything constructive. ahhhhhhhhhh. i do not wish to row anymore la. no strength. no thing. no fitness either. how??????????????????????????? fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk its all not okay. okay?