Travel

no idea how to have fun or enjoy myself when the trip is in 2 days and i am all shivering and freezing, suffering from a bad bout of flu and fever. Seriously hahaha cant even take another day of mc cause * is a stingy person ): super worried about my state of work when i leave and nothing is helping now. i have grown so despo that i am grasping a cup of really hot milo and wishing i could KO right now.

aftermath

yet another torture session of bodypump but surprisingly when i woke this morning my legs didnt ache as much and i could walk properly even though i up-ed my weights. i am getting stronger, no doubt. but my ass still hurts though haha its okay. am training for a hot lower body. am really in awe of my instructor, Sandra. her biceps are amazing and her shoulders are one of the prettiest (in muscular sense) i have ever set eyes upon. so defined and she isnt exactly young and thats what makes her more amazing. okay i will up my weights the next session. anyway lotsa things on my plate. i'd love to complete insanity and also to workout every morning. i wanna try new things while i have the means and time to. spinning, more pumps and even combat. also continue with yoga ahahahhaa to improve my sense of balance. and also to up my weights for strength trng. sighs i can see myself being really busy and cooped up in the gym for 2013. that is, provided the world doesnt end.

Mine

hate it when i log into twitter and see things i dont wanna see.

when everything was slipping right outta my hands.

you took me by surprise when you said 'i'll never leave you alone'

gift exchange w bnj clan

skipped a few days of update haha nothing much happened actually. had trials on saturday 8th dec and finally hit my pb but i have much to work on lah. xmas presents are more or less settled :D i have already decided what to get for Wj hehehe efficient is me. tomorrow is another session of body pump haha pretty stoked about it.. but then it'll be another 3 days of torture for my legs haha this class better show results. okay will up my weights and bite through..

Rock hard thighs

so my thighs are still super stiff and hard from wednesday's(!!!!!!!!!) body pump and i am still having difficulty climbing up and down the stairs ah! ANNOYED MUCH. been saving up alottttttt cause i really wanna get my hands on the prada handbag/wallet or even better, both. okay i have squirelled a few k away. lets hope it maintains. really do not need to keep shopping lah i can shop more when i get back. now i just need to buy my handbagggggggg ah! do i sound very materialistic???? ): but its my own money and its a good bag to invest in..

body pump

almost died during body pump yesterday but am so super psyched to go for the next lesson/class omg hahaha i feel my thighs and they were trembling last night. like i mentioned on twitter, i musta did about a hundred over squats hahahahaa. not only that, we worked on deadlifts, bend over row, bicep curls, tricep presses, bench press, push ups and some abs hahahaha cant remember everything but thats mostaf it. i had such a good time hahaha although i felt like i got steam rollered when i woke up this morning hahaha wobbly legs and i was afraid i was gonna roll down the stairs hahahahaha. wish i could perspire more though. the instructor, andrea, she was really friendly and nice. also, she has an accent which i cant pinpoint where from..

i cant decide if i have been getting too easily snappy lately or whether it is cause my patience has ran out ): some people can be so annoying.

Motivation

just saw this really hotass picture of a good friend of mine back when she was my age. hahaha smokin' i tell you. hahahah she was rehder flat then but with 6 mini pecs so its cute hahaha anyway i dont really want to have big boobs la so inconvenient when i run. she's gonna work hard to get that body so i have offered to work with her also! yay we're gonna get fitness first gym membership and i am gonna go gym during lunch. she's my new workout partner (: hahah we have been to hot yoga together and today we are going for body combat! yay to a fit me! :D if i really get fitness first membership i think i will gym daily during lunch and eat super healthily hahahahahah okay all these is just talk and no action yet. wait till i get my ass back from italy la. hahahaha :p surely become damn fat and flabby and fair omg my dreaded three f's ): ): ):

so anyway since am going overseas, i have been curbing my urge to spend even though LB came out with lotsa nice stuff and i like this particular dress, Coasta dress alot hahahah. since i dont have a sexyback (YET) i wont get it la. anyway therell be alot of these kinda dresses out there. okay excited for my future plans. hope i can make it happen..