never ever forget.

18th april 2012
13th july 2012

i was enchanted to meet you(s)

“I love you more than there are stars in the sky and fish in the sea.”

“Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.”

Sometimes we need to be apart to understand just how much we truly love each other .

Wj.

Home sweet home. No place like home. Take me home, country roads. Home is where the heart is. But my heart is here. So I must be home.

made slow but decent progress on cross stitch yesterday hehe feeling very accomplished and ill trudge through this because the end product will definitely put a smile on mm's face.

10 days have passed since i bought the 2nd yr anni present from online :S now it's here and i can finally get started! omg i so cannot wait to finish it. ahhh!! so excited! will post a picture HERE when i am finally done.

had lunch with my two monday night shift scoopies, my babies. i really miss cathay bnj.

monday rants

hello back again for my useless rants. happenings over the weekend.

friday:
spent the whole day in bed (kinda) cause i was on mc. had fever and diarrhoea and vomitting for a few days already. whole body super uncomfy and weak. finally dragged myself out of bed and went to the gym with mm in the evening. yes, it's vday but no we didn't go out lol the gym was sooooo empty. looks like everyone was hell bent on celebrating vday hahaha. anyways went to the gym and was slacking there also. totally no mood to gym lol no crowd = no mood. did shoulders, pull ups and lats. mostly upper body exercises and tried overhead squat with baby weights. ok lah wasn't as bad as i expected it to be.
went home after that to prepare for dinner, brendan and crystal were coming over for a sorta double dinner date hahaha. prepped food. pictures not here but on my dayre lol. too bad. too many blogging platforms already. this space will be for me to word vomit till i feel like posting pictures. oh wait, have i also mentioned that i changed new phone hahaha to an s4. so yay to mobile blogging and whatsapping 24/7 hahaha :p
dinner was splendid lah yummers.
for salad: we had rocket leaves + baby cherry tomatoes (which were the bomb!!!).
sides were roasted potatoes with salt+pepper (v simple only) and mac&cheese.
mains: kobe beef steak and slices, sponsored by Yap lol thanks although you probably will never see this. then er too full and we decided not to dessert LOL. went to play pool at the other side after that.

saturday:
pk's church wedding ceremony lol was deciding between three dresses and ended up choose none of them because (AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE) i felt that maxi dress like abit too formal ah, ill reserve for wedding instead or on formal dates with MM. heheheh bride looked like she lost weight since the last time i saw her. and poks just looked v nervous but happy hahahah. weddings make me happy. anyways, decided on a dress that i got from asos and brought out my new look heels which were for CNY lol finally got chance to wear again and yay to suffering zero blisters.went for lunch with MM and his guys. then went home to nap till we were too lazy to go gym. zhen de hen lei ok. give chance please. then i was researching on dinner places to go and finally decided on this place recommended by pyzl, 'chikuwa tei' at mohammed sultan area. was not bad. love my chirashi don, love the salmon and love the swordfish omg so yummy and mm's cold green noodles were the bomb as well. he order sides of salmon belly and also tuna. only the salmon was fantastic. and he loves swordfish now too so yay! sashimi partnerrrrr <3 br="">

sunday:
finally back to training. my back is aching so badly right now. took some time off from trng to settle personal matters close to the heart. totally felt like death for the past few days ): no appetite plus i was sick so i dropped about 4 kg just like that. it's abit freaky but i think when things settle down, my weight will creep back up hahaha :p

anways new week, new start. new land program. let's go go go.

say your name. only yours.

write your name on me, when my heart breaks, i want it to be blinding.

SPIDER PAM SPIDER PAM

i already passed MM his vday present hahaha it's so stupid hahaha and he loves it so er maybe it's a little less stupid LOL. everytime an occasion comes about, i dont know what to get for MM cause he has everything. i can only find quirky items to get so as to cheer him up a little. but i think this present takes the cake.

kinda already bought him everything he needs / could need. so i've also ran out of ideas :S

-informal leather watch from nixon hahaha although it's nothing compared to the ones he can buy / auntie can buy but ah well it's the thought that counts. that's for the first bday i spent with him lol and i also really like the watch so even if he doesnt want to wear it, i can wear it HAHAHA :p

-a pair of radarlock hahaha he doesnt want to spend money buying oakleys cause he doesnt think it's a necessity but ah well just get it lah cause i know i buy he'll defo use it lololol the colour scheme of the oaks turned out to be grey black so it's kinda batman colour so okay lor hahahahaha bought it off a friend whose face shape didnt suit it so yea win win situation thats for the 1st christmas we spent tgt lol

- new clothes and berms from asos hahahah ever since i got hooked onto asos, i always try and buy tshirts / berms that i think will look good on him. as usual, he refuses to buy clothes and would rather borrow from his brother but i dont like that hahaha im gna build him a wardrobe lol this is for the first vday we spent tgt and also for our 1st year anni present lol v cheapo la i know but it's a necessity ok hahaha

after that i kinda slacked off and just bought him stuff on off and randomly whenever i see cute stuff. i dont purposely buy stuff for occasions hahaha i just buy when i have enough money and when i feel like it. like the batman keyring which i just randomly bought after chancing upon it while shopping alone (how pathetic lol). normally i wouldnt even get it for myself lol but i guess, anything that makes him happy.

for his second bday i baked him cupcakes which everybody loved so i guess it's not too bad hahaha :p er he didnt want a present and i thought it'd be rather nice to bake?? i know it sounds very cheapo to bake but it was rather tedious and the frosting / cream cheese didnt turn out as firm as i'd have liked it so the roses on the cuppies were a little melty hahaha it was blue velvet cupcakes btw.

-xmas last year was a quiet affair cause we moved out for a little while as his house was renovating. lol he made me promise not to get him anything too expensive and i was surfing asos when i saw this tie-bar which was rather pretty. silver tie bar with a crystal by ted baker. so yea i got that instead hahaha it was only$XX so i got it. was thinking that maybe it's a little too formal but MM is a man already and all men need to look neat and presentable. plus he's been going for interviews (he's graduating in july and is gonna enter the working world already) so yea i guess it's useful and he likes it.

bahahahahaha vday this year is a joke hehehe. i got him a batman t shirt lolol it sounds dumb right :S and it even has velcro for the cape to stick on. it looks rather cute and at first i thought it was stupid and that he might not like it but yayayayayayayyyyyyyyyy he loves it and i think he's gna wear it lol it's so funny. can imagine him doing short sprints just to make the cape fly out behind him LOLOL *daydreaming

-2nd year anni present. cannot wait to start on it. but it's still on the way so hahahahah will reveal it when it's finally  here and er fully done LOL im sure ill take a long time but it's so worth it.

pms

i think i about to get my period soon. pms- no im not feeling angry or angsty all the time. i just feel so. sad and every single little thing can make me burst out in tears. of course i dont cry in front of my team mates but i feel like there's sth at the back of my throat all the time. this hollow inside my tummy that doesnt go away. i dont even know who i am anymore. i only know i choose you mm

i feel really happy right now. it's the month of feb lol ok no link actually.

things im happy about right now (in no order):

1. vday is coming and i will have the chance to make vday cards for the teammies and also MM lol already prepped his present TEEHEE hope he likes it.

2. 2nd year anni is also coming whooohoo!! i cannot believe we made it through. another chance to make his card and er paste my pictures and also get another present which i have kinda already prepped hahahaha ok i sound like a xiao nu ren....

3. chinese new year team gathering is also coming wahahahha at MM's house yay

4. i havent opened my redpackets / spent any of it yet.

5. mm actually asked for my opinions regarding stuff LOL super happy :D

im morphing into a freak. so clingy, despo and overly attached.. D: but it's ok haha

feeling shitty right now. there's a sinking feeling in the pit of my tummy all the time. i have no appetite. no mood. i just want to be okay.

in the blink of an eye, january is over and feb is here haha time passes way too quickly. where did it all go? :/ feeling lost and uninspired now. work is a drag on my life. wish i could just stay home everyday or spend all my time with MM lol #clingy much.

vday's coming yay and so is er. our 2nd anni hehehehe :p mc-ed on monday and tuesday; stomach flu. lost 2kg and lost my strength too. biceps aching lol cause itchy backside me went to gym on monday despite feeling unwell. side note: my isometric pull ups actually look decent and feel decent now. hehe to me at least.

went 'shopping' on tues, wanted to change phone but forgot to bring i/c and got chided by MM ): bought dental floss, intimate wash and also a foot scrub from scholls lol over zealously scrubbed my heel till it's got an abrasion now and make it difficult to walk.

finally back in office on a wednesday ahhh what a short week. i cannot wait for the weekends.