Hair

haha just went for a mini hair cut which basically means i trimmed my hair haha am very lazy and feel like a sloth now cause friday is a happy day and work is ending in about 12 minutes. my hair looks pretty good right now and its cause the salon blowed it D: i highly doubt itll still look good on a monday morning when i am rushing for work hahah cause no time to blow dry my hair okay time to invest in a good round brush hahahahah

received like 2/3 dresses this week :D happy is me hahaha but my figure aint that great so i dont look extremely nice in those dresses! ): ): ): nevermind thats what the cardigan is for haha! also, 4 pairs of footwear since sunday. been getting nagged at hahaha and i havent even taken out my hunter boots omg really dreading the winter in italy. hahah its gonna be a dream come true to go to europe but the weather really worries me ): nursing a flu since forever???? cause the aircon is on at night! ah i really dislike the cold! gonna layer on alot of things while i am there. let's hope my jeans arrive soon so i can wear them hehehe! :p okay gotta go already cause work ends in 8 mins. time to pack uppppp!!!! tata~~

Thoughts

Thoughts run amok in my head begging to be let out.. How many times have I heard the same old story, given the same old advice only for them to be repeated again and again. Human beings are a stubborn bunch of creatures, they ask for advice only to not follow and then regret.

Pay is in once again and its the brilliant start of the end of the month. Flying off to Europe on a 2week trip with Wj and his family hahaha how awkward and his granny has been very kind to lend me her thermal wear and also a big red thick fluffy jacket from north face (confirm warm la) she even told me no need to wash haha what the. How can anyone so nice actually exist??? Weird. Super duper excited yet am slightly dreading it. I hate the cold, I dont wanna fall ill when I am there. I think I'd freeze. What if my fingers fall off or my nose? I bought a pair of hunters for my feet so I dont think anything would happen to my toes haha probably just become really smelly from wearing those boots all day long. Blahblahblah all these unneccessary worrying and thinking.

Flea was rehder successful. And all thanks to a very generous friend who will probably never ever read this post.. I got myself a Zara blazer and a pair of Aldo heels and also a Motel shirt from her at minimal price. I feel so blessed and thankful. So I have a grand total of 5 pairs of heels and none of them cost above 40bucks hahahahah I also got myself the shortest pair I have in my life -.- only 3cm heel height, what is this??? The rest are all definitely above 10cm hahahahaha love wearing heels cause meimei and brobro are so tall including all my cousins ): I am a dwarf next to them giants.

Also managed to catch Skyfall and Twilight. I feel sad that Twilight has finally ended its run cause I am such a sucker for sappy unrealistic love stories/shows/movies. But nothing can ever beat Harry Potter.

'After all these time? Always'

You can never be too sure

Is it any of my business and was it right of me to have taken matters into my own hands and telling people stuff that never was meant to be spoken out loud in the first place. This thin line between the right and wrong blurs right at the very moment you want to be certain about some things. Black isnt black anymore and white isnt as pure. They say some things are better left unsaid but what if it was the truth they deserved? What if it was the truth that they wanted after having been kept in the dark for so long? What if this truth that might hurt them actually sets them free? But what if it doesn't make a difference as to whether they knew or not cause nothing can be done anyway.

Because telling this truth opens up a a memory I thought was long buried underneath the mess in my head.

I realize with a start, some things never change. There always will be that spot there, right where it hurt.

Upcoming flea

Pretty much occupied these few days haha. Finally also caught Skyfall(am in love with Severine, she's so goddamn hot and Daniel Craig ahhhhh hahaha everytime he appears on the screen, my heart melts a little) and am finally watching LOTR omg cant believe how much I have missed out! Hobbits are so cute!
Am eagerly awaiting the second part of Breaking Dawn omg hahaha can't wait to see how it ends but HP is still da bezz!! :D
Upcoming flea this Sunday, super looking forward to it but then the inner hoarder refuse to let go of the things even though I know I prolly won't wear them anymore. Like I have loads of stuff that can't even be worn anymore cause I outgrew them and some are brand new cause I dislike the cutting hahaha shit man! I have amassed enough clothes to not repeat for at least a month, how awesome is that.
Wore this cute glitter skirt that I have a love-hate r/s with to work hahaha its pretty but it's annoying me to no end cause everywhere I go, I leave a trail of glitter. That awkward moment when you get off your seat and you leave a buttprint of glitter ooops.
This is a random mundane update! Bye!

Whats there to not love about food?

I wake up early morning everyday (early enough to shower and slowly go to work) but end up snoozing so many times that I am practically jumping out of bed and rushing through my showers! It's a bad habit that I can't kick and I am not doing anything about it. It seems to me the older I get, the lazier I become D: am even starting to oversleep for trngs and having to make up for them by gyming ): No wonder am growing so much buffer.
Once again, 10k time trials are this Saturday. It's the 3rd trial I have had in a month ): my shoulder/delts/back are all sore already ): I dislike trials but it's the only way coach can gauge where we are. And I am somewhere far behind ): taking in all the backwash from those speedy cheetahs in front.
It feels weird to be updating this space almost daily (haha it's only been 2 days so far) and I kinda don't know what to write. Shall do some mundane posting about my new loots then. Recently I have been online shopping alot, I have no idea why the sudden turn of events (I used to dislike online shopping hahaha). I have all my clothes delivered to the office cause there is always someone there at the front desk to collect. This job suits me to a T. I can do whatever I want and I don't even have to put makeup! I was so afraid that being in an office job meant that I must put make up. Brought the clothes home to try yesterday hahah. Hate it when I can't zip at the lats area omg friggin' hell. But the cutting was awesome and slimming hehehe.
Yes, I have also come to realise that the way I write here and the way I write on my other platforms are a little different but this is just a blog lah hor. I can just type like how I speak hahaha with every thought that comes to my mind, I furiously type away here heheheh.
Time to lunch! Yippeeeee bye!

Shopaholic

Lunched with Bernice just now and sitting at Golden Shoe and talking about everything under the sun! Lucky us found seats not too long after we walked into the food centre and I had probably 'the most unhealthy lunch in this whole week' hahahaha but nevermind I shall head to the gym after work today and use the StairMaster + the stationary bike! Workin' on mah legs! Just finished camping at LB and secured the Hilary Heels in Wine size 39 and also two Sigur Tweed Skirts in awesome colours (red, green) omg they look so pretty and I hope they fit me nicely! Okay bombed about a hundred bucks in less than 10mins D: how awesome am I? I deserve to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! -laments my money spending power- Just not too long ago, we were still students haha studying was part time and rowing boat was nearly full time. A few years on, we're already adults and into our working life (: it's like we've watched each other grow up. like what someone told me, next on the list is attending each other's wedding and then see our babies grow up hahaha :D It seems so faraway but nothing is impossible! Cheers to many more years of friendship!

Weird Monday rant

This is so weird like I am finally updating this space on a Monday morning where the blues are taking over me! It still kinda hasn't hit me that I have been working in Raffles Place for coming two months already haha never in my wildest dreams have I ever imagined myself working here! Never wanted to be an OL but look where I am now. Having said that, it doesn't mean I'll be stuck here forever. I still want to be a teacher and want to teach! So am gonna try applying for NIE after a few years of working. I think teachers are always welcome right? What with the new upcoming schools and all, surely there will be a lack of teachers. Obviously this update isn't going as smoothly as I would like it to be D: Fingers are dancing on the keyboard with my glittery nails catching the light and sparkling hahaha how I wish I were blogging for a living instead of drafting contracts and politely emailing people whose faces I will never ever see. Everyone is furiously typing away (probably eager to get their week to a good start) and I can hear the tapping tapping of the keys. Ahhh me? I am waiting for 2pm where LB will launch their next collection! A ton of things I wanna buy but then I have alot of items arriving soon too D: Stuck in a rut now! Gotta go think about great things! Bye! Probably have a quick update after I get the stuff from the collection. Short sweet posts are the way to go! Yay! Bye!