Just fall into me and I will fall into you

I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me.

Good grades didn't assure me a good future because laziness got the better of me. Decided that CCA held a higher place than studies and rejected ip into TJC. Look where I am now? Nowhere :/ it's nit that I don't train hard but no matter how hard I train, there's alway someone out there better than me. Passion can't bring me anywhere in life. Am not going to make the same mistake in life again. I need a degree to get somewhere. That shit piece of paper means so much here. I screwed up half my way in getting it. Nothing else will obstruct me now.

Grhhhhhhhhhhhhh