We gotta get it back together

or let it stay smashed forever.

Pig me went to school yesterday(at least I went, although I was late) and then left early cause I needed to head to the airport to send this bosom(hehehehehehe) buddy off. Oh man how time flies right.

We were all in year one then and seeing how everyone from our batch came together to send you off, it made me sad. We are all gonna grow up and leave our dragonboating lives behind. Only the memories will stay. Back then when facebook hasn't appeared in our lives and there was only friendster. Looking back at all the photos in Friendster, don't we all miss times like those. Hahahahahaha when it used to be all of us together with suanling going missing all the time and all those clubhouse moments and lunches/gossip sessions at fc1 -sinks into emo mode now- I wish we had teleporting machines! D:

Land training today and I hope I don't die. Weights conditioning today. Don't really want to condition myself when all I wanna do is to chiong heavy and bulk up.. Need to be strong. For myself. For the team. I am getting all flabby and nuaaaaaaaa D: Run more more more.

Should clock my run this week. Wed sounds great. How about less than this certain timing that I have in mind, that would be great. I aim to clock 30km this week.

2 weeks flew past just like that

Back to school once more and thankfully, I made it in time for attendance taking hehehe.

2 more weekends to SDBF. Ooooh I am so worried that my toes are shivering with fear hahahahaha awww.

Nothing much to rant about. Gonna be a running freakkkkk!

Stuck in a moment that wasn't meant to last

I keep thinking and thinking..

Training this morning was more on technique and stuff so it wasn't as tiring as I thought it would be.. I am in school now, after this superbly nice breakfast with The Daughter. Well, daughter's treat of course.

I am overly worried over things I cannot control. Ah! Forget it. I shall go gym to destress now! Byezzzzzzz over and out.

Stuck at the crossroad

After presentation today, I will be free and can dedicate all my time to training for the upcoming race. To say I am not nervous or worried would be a big fat lie. I am worried. Super duper worried. I am also worried why I am more worried about the races than my own project presentation...

And is it weird to see me in a dress! Whats up with all the reactions that I am getting. You people make it seem as though it happens once in a blue blue moon.. Damn!

Presentation sooooooon. Update again or when I have got things to say. Bye

All Of Your Fears Of Nothing

Been pretty busy lately. Can't exactly be bothered to update this space of mine anymore. Can I still call it mine? Yawns. School has been pretty normal. Trainings, still be a killer. And sleep time is getting lesser and lesser.

So many events happening within such a short period of time. I need more time! Where is time when I need it. Seriously, someone needs to invent a time-turner (okay hello Harry Potter fanatikkkks :D )so I can have all the time I want. But then someone once said to me, if everybody's wishes came true, the world would be a chaotic place.

My digestive system is awesome. The instant noodles with super alot of chilli flakes at Ronn's this morning while rushing project has been excreted hehehe. I can actually uh (okay this is gross) but I can see the chilli flakes and seeds in the shit hehehehe and my shit floats. I am so healthy. Having floating shit means you are healthy, right?!?!?!

Little things in life make me happy. Like the first text of the morning. The in between texts. Gyming with Shawn and being his paparazzi (snapping pictures of him in the gym and mobile uploading it) is my new thrill. The HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII that Gary gives whenever I walk into class, now, that never fails to crack me up hahahah! Slippers, t shirts and shorts in class make me feel at ease. I doubt I will ever dress up to class. It's been 4 years and I haven't changed my dressing one bit and I don't think it will ever change.

This is the final year in school. After which I will be wandering about, not sure of what to do with my life. I wish to continue studying but where do I get the $$$ from. I feel bad if I ask MM for it but then me is a poor girl with no savings. Maybe I should start saving (oh, that's gotta be the biggest joke ever) from now onwards. Get a real piggy bank (yknow, those in the shape of a pig) and start putting coins in it. Heh heh.

Life's short. Reply fast. Okay bye bye.