a facade, maybe not.

i am so frustrated and i cant seem to find anything to say. actually i do have alot to say but. how should i put it across?

i guess it is just human nature to try and pick a bone in an egg. and every single thing i do, be it big or small, there are others who are unhappy.
somebody tell me, why is it so goddamnmotherfucking hard to try and please myself instead of trying to please others? do i live for myself or do i live for others? fuck all of you people who are unhappy with whatever i do. yes, a big fat fuck you to you. whoever you are.

okay i didnt mean for that to come out all bitchy and stuff, but whatever luh.
we are back to the my-blog-i-can-say-whatever-i-like issue. HAHAHAHAHA good day.