Every chance we get we run

Cant wait for CNY to come yet am dreading it because hamster face wont be working at bnj anymore. truth be told, i aint paid that much at bnj but i enjoy working there because i have friends outside of db. they cant understand why imma slave to db but i just am. i love rowing and i dont believe anything can change that fact. i dont really mind having a few friends but all good friends. i love most of my bnj people because i can talk to them about db and they wont judge me. signed up for fitness first and am proud to say that i have been regularly gymming. i miss bodypump ): miss my instructor. ughhhh there was a mini fitness test yday for the body start session and i managed to ace it hahahaha every component was full points except for the body fat % ): damnnnn hahaha i missed it by one percent. work is suffocating me and its monotonous and i am bored already i think i am not suited for an office job but there is nothing out there for me at this point in time cause i cant let go of db ): 'dont you worry dont you worry child, see heaven's got a plan for you' lets hope my life works out fine in the upcoming few years. anyway i bought so many clothes that i dont even have the chance to wear them hahahaha this is too much i didnt know i'd become like that. oh and i completed one hour on the fucking treadmill hahahahaha slower than my usual pace cause i only ran 8.58km. ughhhh if i ran outside, i can run 10km in less than an hour. not proud of myself at all.