days like these;

there are days when you wake up and you feel like doing something drastic to your life. for example giving yourself a makeover. you feel like shaving your hair or having extensions that reach all the way down to your ass. or having a full back tattoo put on you, pain from the needle keeps you alive. or maybe you feel like going on a crash diet just to lose the weight that you feel make you look ugly and fat. i feel stupid for saying all these already.

there are days when you wake up and you just dont feel like waking up at all cause you feel that there is nothing to do and life is such a chore. you feel like you just wanna plonk back down into bed and drift off to dreamland and stay there for as long as possible. life is mundane x100000 times.

then there are days when you wake up with no feeling at all. you seem to have lost the mood to do anything and even breathing feels so tiring. i ask myself, pacer ley. how can i lose the feel? but reality is such. i have lost the feel. the feel to eat. yes, I, Pamela Ee, actually dont even feel like eating. how incredible...

maybe it has something to do this a certain someone. i havent seen that certain someone for a day already and this feeling is terrible!
and what makes is worse is that my phone has no signal and i cant even send or receive texts. how fucked up can my day get.... i am so annoyed right now.