teh neh neh neh-.-

i had alot to say but i forgot................

hello you. thanks for dinnering with me yday. it has been a long awaited dinner date. the first of june shall be our coming third month. it sounds like a short while. with us drifting closer and also drifting away. but i know you'll still be there for me. HAHAHAHA gossip while stuffing ourselves with sushi. wahlao. you are such a big eater la-.-! i am in awe. HAHA! i need to ask you out to eat more often because i wont feel awkward eating so much then. soft boiled eggs. HEHE! i like!

hello you. thanks for all the encouragement that you have given me the past few days. please do not worry about me because i think i know whats the best for myself. eh you also dont bias la. i am not as good as you think also leh... i know we dont talk very often on the phone or whatever. and you are damn fierce during trainings ): i am damn scared of you. HAHAHAHA but i wish to run as fast as you. HEH HEH!

very tired of wanting to see you. very tired of wishing you'd message or call me. very tired of crying myself to sleep at night. every night. for the past week. my eyes are tired. my heart is tired. but i am still holding on. i know it will get better in time.