Because I thought

so this is march and there is me sitting here nursing another heartache once more. please not let it be the curse of the march. sometimes all i want is just to be happy is it that difficult to achieve? or is it me wanting too much.
so these are morning trainings starting again and there is a someone telling me that she wants to spend her time with me too but i dont see how we can spend time together unless she allows me to go look for her because there is no way she can look for me. trainings school trainings school too much responsibilities for a 21 year old to bear. too young for us to carry such a heavy burden.
so this is me, sitting here, thinking wishing waiting hoping against hope that it will turn out well somehow