30 more days and it will all be over

this 4 yr misery shitholey diploma that i was supposed to get like a year ago. maybe finally in 30plus days i will be able to graduate and move on to better things in life like let's say teaching? or something sighhh but then i really want to be an air stewardess hahahahaha okay fine go on and laugh at me for being fat then grhhhh i am still going to try??? or maybe i wont since my mind is fickle and i am afraid of failures sighhh

i just got my ass to school 3hours after lessons started and then barely 2 hours into the class, my mind has just drifted to the gym omg seriously i cannot wait to finally leave school behind and start camping in the gym.

2010 passed way too quickly. so many things i have not tried in my 20 years of life and now 2011 is another journey into my 21st gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont wanna grow old