its the same old shit over and over again

there was a portfolio submission today and me being me, the unchanged person, woke up at only 1030 when there happens to be school at 9 sighh and the best part was that i was already up since 7? when 62 texted me and idk why i cannot get my ass out of bed on time even when she isnt beside me hahaha i remember mummy coming into my room and smacking my butt with the clothes hanger but i just pretended i was asleep. doubt i will ever change for the better, even i dont believe in myself hahaha what is the world coming to hahahahaha well, my world.

i really need to find something nice/worthy/fulfilling to do in life if not i will just continue being this aimless soul that i am. i have huge plans for my body and it mostly involves pieces of tattoos but i am a jobless usless human and i cant dig money from anywhere sigh why cant it rain money on me.

i keep moping about my life when i can actually do something about it okay thats it. i am gonna apply for relief teaching yay and hopefully temasek sec wants me and i can go the the canoeing teacher in charge wah grand plans but who knows if it will come true grhh