i need more breaks than the ones i have now

i need a break. i want to get away from DLA once and for all, if i continue with this course i think i might just die. it's 24 days into the new year and about 6 more months to anyone's freedom. i need to stop thinking and start doing something like lets say apply for something immediately after i finish my exams and i cannot find it in myself to be fully saturated with hmmm contentment? not to say that i am not but i feel there is more to be filled up? okay am talking rubbish right now.

am happy but not saturated with happiness sigh i want to grow fat on happiness and contentment i want to glow from within and the looming deadline of this shit project is gloomy with no sunshine at all. i cannot see that light at the end of the tunnel and it really sucks because i am usually not so pessimistic grhh plants are making me have a headache! i need a chouchoubolster to smell and feel happy with gahhhh. sketch up not going well at all, my colouring is machiam shit and its so so so simple D: where's the rahrah that accompanies a good job done? is my sketch up not good enough?????????????????????

need to get started on my remaining sections (2 to be exact) my details (3 oh goddamnit 3motherlord sections) and also the a1 boards and chinese new year is coming so it means lotsa printing shops are closed ahhhhhhhh how the fuck do i solve the printing issue damna it.

rant over.