fuckkkkkkkk

so fucking annoying.
dont know how to contact me.
dont know how to take the initiative.
when i try, you reject............
like that how to try. so many problems...................
i want to spend time BUT no.
doesnt always work.
rejection.
rejection.
rejection.
rejection.
rejection.
forever like that.
i am running out of ideas on how to make this work.
do not make me feel like i am so dumb to do whatever i just did for you.
i got it and i used it.
i feel dumb now................
i always feel dumb.