TOGETHER WE VOW THAT OUR COLOURS WILL SPARKLE THE FAITH

I want to be the person who sees how the morning light touches your face while you’re still sleeping peacefully. I want to hold your hand.

happy (could have been) 25th to you.

still once again lagging back in work. had to go out of office to meet a charterer today and totally moodless to do anything. but glad i got the stuff settled so that will be for tomorrow. been so distracted i dont even know how to help myself.

another insightful day after a long talk with a good friend. like really insightful but i dont know why i am still so stubborn. hai yi zhi zhi mi bu wu. i feel stupid and super fan jian. i am doing sth wrong right now but i cannot stop? omg have i become the baddie now. i shldnt let it continue right. but i have nth to lose. no i cant. karma will bite my butt. ok i need time to mull over this. is it always a good thing to close an eye or shld i just open both of them wider now? it's not nice. im not nice. does it pay to be nice? ok sorry hahah just sprouted nonsense here oops :X nothing makes sense at all. this is dumb.

shitloads of medicine hiding in my bag. i really dread to take it.. ):