can you hear me when i call your name?

you never said never said never said that it would be this hard~

loads of things happening right now. 2014 hasnt been off to a good start at all. march is ending, my life is still in pieces. dont know how long i need to stitch them back together, slowly but surely. it is amazing how much one can take and close one's eyes to. i astound myself constantly.

things have been difficult not just for me but for many of my beloved teammies as well. whatever that is happening right now is definitely much bigger than my own problems.
people come and go.
''things change and friends leave. life doesnt stop for anybody.'' - perks of being a wallflower
tried to cheer my captain up. it is good to have people to talk to you when youre feeling down and ill never forget how they were there for me just awhile back. blood is thicker, i love my sister and my family but water is sweeter and i love my teammates just as much.

wish i were as good as cheering myself up as i can for others. 

times like these, i thank whoever who is up there looking down on us for putting my teammies in my life.. i feel blessed. thankful. and i have high hopes for the future that is to come because things always always get better.. i have faith in you, me, us and the plans that were planned for us all along.

you..
to have and hold and forever cherish.. these moments never come by us twice.