mondays are butterscotch and black
parcel from LB arrived today. this is probably my first online buy in a few weeks. remember i mentioned i lost all mood to shop? yea partly because of that and er. also cause the past few launches not very nice and i wasnt exceptionally drawn to the clothes. plus plus plus mummy said she wna kick me out if i shop somemore right.... thats a little dissuading. but since she's overseas now (enjoying life, that woman) i can bring the clothes home and hurry hang in my wardrobes lol.
been thinking a little about things but i think i am better off not thinking about anything at all. bbg is right, if i am happy and okay with the way things are now then i shldnt do anything about it. but as selfish humans, we always want more and we always want everything to ourselves. love is patient love is kind~~
i maintain good relationships with my ex(gfs) and i can say it's a good trade off cause i wont disappoint or make them upset anymore and since we know each other quite well(kinda lah huh), we understand each other in a way so we can confide in each other about things and give advice. so yes, thankful that whoever's up there put them in my life to make me better and then switched them to another position to better guide me in my life. i feel blessed and thankful.
today is the start of a new week and it can only get better. think positive thoughts~
on another note, chin and forehead are a little bruised. no didnt get into a fight. just wrestled with the bench while doing bench pulls. which i obv suck at..... sigh i really need to work harder to improve my shitty ranking. ok think positive thoughts~~ i can do this. with my teammies behind me, i can only get better. imma disregard the 2nd trials cause i wasnt in a good state when i did it. from now on, i can only get better and stronger.
i will survive this. we will survive this. i will get better. we will get better.
it's okay baby. it's okay, it's okay. we're okay baby.
been thinking a little about things but i think i am better off not thinking about anything at all. bbg is right, if i am happy and okay with the way things are now then i shldnt do anything about it. but as selfish humans, we always want more and we always want everything to ourselves. love is patient love is kind~~
i maintain good relationships with my ex(gfs) and i can say it's a good trade off cause i wont disappoint or make them upset anymore and since we know each other quite well(kinda lah huh), we understand each other in a way so we can confide in each other about things and give advice. so yes, thankful that whoever's up there put them in my life to make me better and then switched them to another position to better guide me in my life. i feel blessed and thankful.
today is the start of a new week and it can only get better. think positive thoughts~
on another note, chin and forehead are a little bruised. no didnt get into a fight. just wrestled with the bench while doing bench pulls. which i obv suck at..... sigh i really need to work harder to improve my shitty ranking. ok think positive thoughts~~ i can do this. with my teammies behind me, i can only get better. imma disregard the 2nd trials cause i wasnt in a good state when i did it. from now on, i can only get better and stronger.
i will survive this. we will survive this. i will get better. we will get better.
it's okay baby. it's okay, it's okay. we're okay baby.
posted by Pam @ 5:37 PM
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