i always get worked up during trainings because some people just dont know how to take the initiative. there are so many questions i want to ask but i know if i ever let slip those questions, i'll be creating unnecessary tension. not asking those questions during trng doesnt mean i cannot ask them on my blog. like why are the same few people always coxing. like why cant you offer to cox. like why did you join a team sport if youre so individualistic. like why are you so stubborn and refuse to change even though the mistake is so glaring. like why do you keep finding excuses for your wrong. like why cant you just accept it and try to change. this isnt about you. this is about the team. WHY DO SELFISH PEOPLE WANT TO JOIN A TEAM SPORT? IS IT BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY CAN SHINE? BUT SO WHAT?