I am so angry now!

how can miss universe 2009 be only 18? Hell, that's YOUNGER than me!!! why are they looking at such young girls now! how can they let fame go into the heads of such young girls! thats so totally unfair!! ): ): and miss china is also 18 lor. wahlao i am so frustrated now. where is my chance to shine! ): but as usual, they only go for looks, tell me how many miss whatevercountry has short hair? hair as short as mine? most of their hair are like what? waist length? hahaha yuckssss what if they go to the toilet and wanna shit and the hair goes into the toilet bowl eeewww

in order to feel worse about myself, i shall go visit realthin. need to exercise. need to lose weight. need to grow long hair!

NEED. TO. BE. PRETTY!