Okay, how does it feel turning 19? IT SUCKS! Because this is my last year as a teenager and 19 is in the middle of nowhere. At least when we turn 18 we can look forward to clubbing, drinking, smoking and M18 movies. 19 feels as though we have been there done that. Nothing new, nothing fun, nothing to look forward to anymore. It is as if we are one year nearer to death hahaha!

Sad to say, I have not accomplished much in my 19 years of life. While I have friends who are 19 and going to Uni this year already, I am still stuck in year 2 of poly life, whooo life sucks. While there are others who are already 19 and know how to drive, I haven't taken my btt (and I have no plans to anyway!). While there are others who are younger than me and already have successful blogshops and businesses, I have neither and nowhere near having. While there are people who are 20 and have already given birth to a bouncing baby girl by natural birth, I am also nowhere near and not planning to be near that state! I am not proud to be 19 and with nothing to my name but that is a fact. And I hope it changes by the time I turn 21 (HOPEFULLY LA!!!).

I am 19 already and I have not accomplished anything. Should I wish to die earlier?

Okay, I should say that this 19th birthday was way better than the 18th birthday. I am much happier this year when compared to last. Thank you everyone who wished me be it face to face or through sms-es or facebook or friendster (HAHAHA friendster sounds so ancient now!). Should I name everyone? Hahaha no, I have very little friends because I am a loner. Hahahahah. Thanks to Yiling, who was the last one to wish me, haha totally made me laugh la, stupid girl, I shall TRY to stop bullying you.


My 19th birthday was spent training in the morning, lunching with the some of the ladies in the afternoon, chatting over lunch going home to nap before heading over to my cousin's 21st at some chalet at Changi Coast Walk. Was so tired after training and I was almost falling asleep there, not because it was boring but because I was tired.

Uhm, I didn't eat alot because I was feeling bloated from Godknowswhat and very tired to chew. Hahaha had fun spraying foam strings on my cousin.


Okay, my wish would be to grow taller (VERY VERY IMPORTANT!!), stay happy, grow slimmer (work towards being slimmer I mean), improve my feel of water, bring SPDB (girls) to greater heights, to have the team remain in it's current size, lift heavier weights, accomplish something big and also I wish for world peace! Is it too much to ask for?