I Can Resist Anything Except Temptation.

You Are The One Temptation I Gotta Enjoy.

Friday, July 17

Nobuddy ever believes me

and I am too fat for my own good and I hate it.

I can't give up food to be skinny so I am going to train more. Run baby run, don't ever look back. Run more run.

*edits.
You know the sinking feeling you get in your tummy when you are very hungry and you feel like you have not eaten for a damn long time. Yea, I have that feeling now, and it's making me not wanna eat. I don't want to eat and having that feeling makes me feel so accomplished. I can control my food intake. Now now, don't think I am all mad. This is just a stress relief method. Who knows, maybe my tummybag will shrink and I do not need to injest as much food as before. My appetite has become smaller, yay. I need to eat less, train more, run more. Train more, whack more weights, starve myself, feel the pain. Feel alive.

Don't care if it is spoiling my body.
Don't care if people think I am seeking attention like that.
Don't fucking give a shit about who what where when why how anymore.

Need to be skinny and no I won't listen if you tell me I am skinny. I don't believe you. I will know whether I am or not when I step onto the weighing scale. The numbers don't lie. 49, come to me.

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