I am giving up. Not going to try so hard anymore. I hate it when I fail so terribly at the things that I am trying to make good, do good. I feel like a failure.

Why is she getting more and more impatient with me? Am I the one to have done wrong by doing my cover letter on the laptop? Why is she so annoyed with me? Why is she so pekchek?

I know, she hates me, that's why.