FUCKED UP WORLD.

HI HOES AND BITCHES. SLUTS AND WHORES. NOT FORGETTING BASTARDS AND BUGGERS(OOPS I JUST FEEL LIKE CALLING NAMES AND SWEARING BADLY). I FUCKING LOST MY EZLINK CARD. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I DROPPED IT. THIS HAS GOTTA BE THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE EVER. LOSING SO MANY THINGS IN A SPAN OF LESS THAN A MONTH. PHONE, SPECS, FREAKING EZLINK. GOD DAMN. I AM SO ANNOYED RIGHT NOW, NA NA NA. EVEN IF I WERE TO HAVE 500 BUCKS NOW, IT WOULDN'T BE ENOUGH TO REPLACE EVERYTHING. GRRR!!! TRAINING IS ABOUT TO START RIGHT NOW AND I AM STILL ON DARREN'S LAPPIE. THIS IS JUST GREAT. WHEN I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL, I HAVE TO LOSE MY EZLINK. IT IS A SIGN, A SIGN TO TELL ME THAT I DON'T NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL. THIS IS JUST GREAAAAAAAAAAAT. TOTALLY. I NEED A BREAK. I NEED A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING. I NEED MONEY. I NEED MORE TIME FOR MYSELF. AND I JUST NEED TO CONNECT WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW. LIFE SUCKS. I NEED MONEY I NEED MONEY I NEED MONEY I NEED MONEY. ANYWAY, I READ IN A MAGAZINE THAT WE ABSORB THE 'QI' FROM HEAVEN AND EARTH AND THAT DETERMINES OUR FUTURE AND LIFE. FROM THEN ON, OUR LIFE GOES UP AND DOWN IN INTERVALS OF 10YEARS. SO I AM 19 THIS YEAR, 1 MORE YEAR OF SHIT THEN MAYBE MY LIFE WILL IMPROVE. PLEASE IMPROVE. HOPEFULLY I STRIKE FIRST PRIZE IN TOTO. OR 4D. PLEASE PLEASE............... THAT'S ALL THE BAD SIDE.

ON THE GOOD SIDE,
AND TODAY IS THE 20TH WHOOOOOOOO.