relieved in a way?

tuesday:
trng in the evening, 20 mins run with yunnsin and i leading..... which they said was inconsistent. sorry la i am not a good pacer but i still wanna run in front. hehehehe. erm pullups, yunnsin supported me, i feel so fat without ZIHAO to support me. and then played ball games which i screamed like a mad pig and pissed everyone off. i think i am best at being the catcher of the ball. i HATE ball games. i am just not a ball girl. damn it. HAHAHAHA i went off first with the east siders. and talked damn alot to my new found best friend, who walked with me all the way. and we met a bangla on the way.

wednesday:
HELLO Temasek Canoeists, if u are reading this.
heats for 500m canoeing championships held at macritchie on wednesday.
skipped school for it. and cant deny that i am glad i skipped school. HAHAHA!
i love skipping school. my beloved juniors did well, which is why i feel relieved. like what The King said, this is just a ticket to the finals for qualifying. how well they do in finals is still hard to say. the ticket to the finals does not guarantee anything. it doesnt guarantee that the title of the champions will be ours. on race day itself, everything is unpredictable. and my favourite phrase of the day is: u fit not fat. fit applies only to some people. HAHAHA fat applies to alot of people. HAHAHA so when u fat not fit, u cannot eat so much. HEHEHEHE. i saw for myself, how much the championships mean to my juniors. they are only at most 16years old, but they know they have trained hard for it. everybody wants to win, nobody likes to lose and if u dont work hard towards winning, u can forget about winning............... remember you have to keep believing in yourself. You are fit, not fat. You are fit, not fat, x1000000000000times. HAHAHA
drill that into your head.

nanfeng: if u read this post, u should know how much i believe in you. though i dont know you very very very very well. but there is no point in letting your nerves get the better of you. fear is an important factor in the process of winning. but you must never let your fear get the better of you. do what you think you are best at. long pull, power strokes. slow and steady wins the race. you gotta control the race, play your game. dont be afraid. you have won before. so believe that you can do it again. i repeat, do not get all emotional before the race. believe in yourself. u know u fit, not fat. HAHAHAHAHA! and hor, everytime i go support you all, you always cry before the race one la, why ah. can dont anot? friday u better not cry.... or i wont cheer for you. HAHA

jerrie: hello the queen (: pls ah, dont cry anymore la. u fit not fat okay. so must believe in yourself. why let the tears flow so easily? tmscanoeists, fit one okay. cannot let other people see u cry so easily. you trained so hard for this. you know you can do it. so just focus. focus... remember to focus. if really cannot focus then just try to focus on my voice. i am the the finishing line cheering for you (: cause u want to hear me cheer one lor. bring honey water for me, for my throat. HAHAHAHA i tell u more when i see u on friday.

hazel, joanne: haha the crappiest partners. happy right that you two get to partner each other again. HAHAHA so u must treasure this chance okay. this is the last year. you all graduating liaoZXZzxz. must 'ba wo' this chance. this golden ticket (to the chocolate factory). HAHAHA (: i know u all can is can one la. both like so skinny, surely can pull your own weight. since u all have good starts, so just maintain. dont die down. focussssss. focus on me and come find me at the quickest time possible. heheheheh (:

ONGRUONING: u fit la you. damn fit. i got nth to say la. your experience own me siaaaaaaaaaaa. u is the lao jiao liaoZXz so i cant give u any advice. haha you want me to cheer for you. can! but remember to bring strepsils for me. for my throat. HAHA. u must win. u must win. no swimming so canoeing is everything. must win must win......... okay?! and remember ah. i going to your house to eat and be fat, not fit ):

vino: girls captain. i am sure u are sensible enough so u just go out there and do your best okay. you know you can do it. i am sure you can do it. fit la you also damn fit. hahaha but your calves damn small so run more. HEHEHEH!

to the rest whose name i never mention cause i am old and cant remember anything for nuts. HAHAHA. or like. i never see u all so like i dont know what to say. HAHAHA whether i got mention your name or not, all must jiayou okay and i am not bias lor. never post your name doesnt mean i forget you all hor. i still going down on friday la. see i love you all so much (: HEHEHEHE and brenda, you are damn skinny. and i think u shld stop eating, no point wasting food if u cant grow fat. HAHAHA u skinny, not fat. HAHAHA

EVERYBODY, remember, you are fit not fat. unless you are really fat, then dont live in denial la. okay thanks bye.
(and see! nanfeng and brenda, i never use the Fword. haha happy nottttttttttt?)