sdbf

this is the second year taking part in sdbf in my poly life. last year, same event, my first time experiencing rowing with a different group of people. what happy memories sdbf brings. since year2003, i have been bringing home hoards of medals from rowing with my secondary sch team. so basically i have been taking part in sdbf for all the years. 2003 2004 2005 2006 2007 and this year2008. rowing with my girls and getting something. we should be proud of ourselves for coming this far. this race has been the most emotional so far. breaking down the previous night. breaking down during POLITE visualization. breaking down right before the start of race. breaking down immediately after the race. breaking down during tertiary visualization. throughout the whole duration of the event, there was a sinking feeling in my heart and tummy and i felt like puking. i did puke, a little in the resevoir. so HAHAHAHA! too bad for all you people. i am glad we got sth. lets train even harder. many things i want to say to my team mates.

this second position that we got. i am sure all of us worked hard for it. though it is a silver medal. my heart is heavy. silver, second position. this feels like we have made it but we didnt quite make it. i know this is not the time to put a wet blanket on all of us but we should all train even harder. sava is coming up. i am sure we can do it then. for now. lets rest well during this one week break and train even harder when the time comes.

on a lighter note, did my EC smile at me? HAHAHAHA!