so what

trial results are out. i am just glad i didnt rank last. the run saved me and gave me my much needed points. so now im ranked 3rd fastest in the team for the run but so what? if i cant keep it up, they'll take it as a fluke. they dont take me seriously anyway. they'll always find excuses to put me down.

most humans are sour grapes. and not many can find it in themselves to be truly happy for others when others finally better themselves..

but i do have true friends, and they know who they are (: