MID-WEEK

so fast mid week already haha er yea thats cause i let mon and tues slip away just like that lol. ultra late for work this morning. only got my ass in like 30mins ago :S then ive been diligently doing work. no choice cause im really lagging behind and if i wna leave this company then i better get my shit settled before i handover to the new girl cause yea cant leave too much shit for her to clear right...

trials was  last night. i didnt do exceptionally well but i did improve on my stations so thats whats impt i guess. the run was a major improvement that even i didnt expect :O lol compared to my shitty prev trials hahahahaha it is madness.i dropped nearly 2mins off 2.4 lol wtf was i doing last trial. oh right, recovering from my depression D: not that i am totally okay now but i guess more of accepting and keeping the faith for the future cause nothing is set in stone and anything can change anytime. ok consoling myself here. pls give chance.

improved on pullups by 2 haha damn difficult to pull myself up even with the decrease in body weight lol this year has been er... pretty. unstable? lol from first trials to now, my bodyweight dropped by drastic 6-7 kg lol although not complaining. but i did lose strength too hahaha better work harder. alright will update the fitness blog soon / tmr / friday hahaha idk man. cant decide and i have other things to do... like my cps. they're calling me now.

will update later. im feeling quite. normal today. shall think of what to eat for lunch. having said that, my appetite isnt back  yet. ughhhhhhhhhh! nvm.