post race syndrome

think its everywhere. this feeling of having something / some event come and go too quickly. hahaha kinda cant get over dbs and i keep wondering how it would have been like if i had gotten the chance to row instead. nevertheless, am pretty satisfied that i got round to just helping out with the team here and there and being the team manager. hahaha being TM means i just got to eat and rest without all the hardwork (like rowing) hehe. imma bummer, i know.

coach let us off yesterday so im certain today's gonna be a difficult gym session. made even more xiong by the fact that we haven't gymed as a team for so long alr cause he wanted to give us a break and have more rowing instead. havent ran in a few days haha i'll definitely suffer when i finally get my ass out on the roads. went crazy with sports bras and tights keke but mama always said so long its my own money, i can get anything i want. been a santa this month, lent the sissy money :/ HAHAH poor gurl, alws broke. ah well its drizzling now already (again) cross my fingers and pray for the weather to get better before we start gym later.