Thoughts before turning 18 HAHAHA

Quite a few people asked me how I am gonna celebrate my birthday but I answered with 'I don't know what's there to celebrate about' hahaha I am becoming older and older and yet remaining as childish as ever D: really makes me wonder when I will ever grow up. So here I am at my grandma's and there is this fat blob of a baby cousin that I really want to play with but because he doesn't see me often therefore he's a little anti social and refuses to let me carry him. I've been holed up in the room ever since after dinner because I am lamenting the fact that a baby, for crying out loud, a baby refuses to play with me, which sets me thinking... Am I that scary? Hahahahaha what will happen when I have a baby of my own hehe will my baby be friendly or will the baby be a scared cat? Hahahaha..

I should really settle down and stop playing so much!!

Oh man. I am getting nearer to death.