Hate it

when you people try to sugar coat your words. I don't need it, heck, we don't need it. I don't fucking need your pity. I am better off alone anyway. Screw you la. If you are out to do that, I can ruin your life too. Okay it's just me thinking too much.

First trng was such a bitch. The sun was a merciless killer and I got easily agitated. Sitting behind made me realise that most people don't even go full blade? Like okay chill, I can't blame you all cause you are supposedly new and fresh (: (: (: BUT isn't it high time to start reminding yourselves? :/ Whatever, to hell with you if you think I am too harsh. If you think I am harsh, remind yourself that losing is even harsher.

Back to myself, I feel lonely at trainings but not now, not so soon but soon enough I think. I know I will feel lonely in time to come.

Life sucks. Someone get me outta here!

Beezees, hurry back pleaseeeee. I got loads to unload ): ): ):