This is it.

The last race of the year, the last race for my batch, the last race of my official 3 years in DB is about to come and then end in just 2 days, over the weekend and I feel so unprepared and nervous.

So many what ifs running through my head.

It isnt the lanes, it isnt the boat. It is us, it is the rowers.

Anyway, weekend training was okay. Felt good but there is always room for improvement. Oh do the seniors look like they are blind or do they look like they failed their maths or sth? Why does it seem like you think we do not know how to count? Or maybe my eyes are there for the sake of being there? Puzzlinggggg.

Omg omg omg 300m or less determines where I put my face. God damn it. Please let it be somewhere high and nice.