finally

a saturday training that i attended. cant say it was good but then again it wasnt too bad. i just cant seem to find a word to describe it. going for training today, yes it is good to see the girls pushing but sometimes, they come across as a tad too, uhm how do i phrase it? over enthu and unserious about the upcoming comp? maybe they are but they just dont know how to show it?

i am neither prepared nor excited about the upcoming comp. i just wonder how badly we will do. yes we are pushing we are training but what makes you think that the other schools are not pushing as hard or training even harder than us? if this carries on, we will forever be at the bottom. we will only be average, so-so and we will never come out top or become the best. is this what we want ourselves to be? to be forever under other people? we need to push harder and train harder. yes it may seem easy to say but really doing it is the thing that matters, well, you should get what i mean.

dined with amy, peiying, kaden and sooling hahahaha so weird right yea i know but whut to do, seniors all not eating ahhhhh depressing ): i finally come for a saturday trng and this is what i get ): ): ): thanks for the company though, juniors (:

nights. time to recharge for tmrw's trng (: