Hello, how have you(s) been?

i have been missing out on alot of trngs, missing out on alot of ketchups with my teammies and working my ass off (okay, the last part not really) but yeah, i feel work is really sucking the life out of me. it is making me so tired. as a result of missing so many trngs, my strokes currently suck. the length of my strokes is only about 10cm HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jokingggggggg but still, i feel lousy and also feel like i am a burden to my boat. so what if i am the pacer, i am currently a lousy pacer!!! ): ): ): omg i will just kill myself if my stamina and strength drops :/ land trng cannot compensate for water fitness!

and the best part of all, i can see my weight creeping up. no more 55kg!!!!!!!!!! so bloody sad and depressing. bernice, can your weight stop decreasing? you are making me feel fat and flabby and like a blob ): life sucks!

i wanna wake up, train, eat, train again, eat, go home, eat, sleep and spend all my time with beezeemooze and my ladies! (: but if i had that kinda life, i'd be a fat blob too ):

boo, life sucks no matter what.

i shall go be an office girl nowwwwzzzz :/