The Way I Are.

Land training today, 9th December, Tuesday.
Yunn Sin lied. She said there was alot of stations. Hahaha which turned out to be only 6? HAHAHAHAH scared the shit out of me. Anyway, there isn't any training on Thursday which might turn out to be a blessing in disguise, I hope! All the sick people please get well soon! Please please please. And, I still haven't lost any significant amount of weight to look gorgeous/sexy/pretty in a dress. Thank God the dress is black, which might make me look slimmer. Hahahahaaa.

Lunched with the girlzzxzxz (: They had like (freakingsinful) KFC!! I resisted the temptation and went with my noodles, no meat and extra vegetable somemore, and I had lemon juice. Hahahah. Uh, went to National Library after lunch with my deardearzxzxz. And we borrowed 3 books. How very unimaginable!! Me and Gwen actually going to the library to read. Hahaha I finished a new book!!!! (: (: (: Damn proud of myself. But the book doesn't belong to me. And it only cost 5 bucks. HAHAHAHAHHA damn value for money. I likeylikey. The title of the book, Double Fault. Very interesting. Very tragic ending or maybe I am too emotional. Haaaaaaa okay whatever. I really stink now, need to shower, need to get off this page, need to pee, need to eat, need to drink, need to relieve myself, need to please myself. I am so bored and the rest of the girls are looking for their dresses this Friday. By the rest, I mean Yunn Sin and Zakikikibunzxz. Hehehehe cause Bernice already got her dress, Shiya and Gwen already bought it and I already borrowed from Bunnice. Hehehehehe damn cheapskate I know. BUT I DONT SEE THE POINT OF BUYING A DRESS WHICH I WEAR ONLY ONCE. THE ONE I GOT LAST YEAR, I ONLY WORE IT TWICE. ONCE TO THE PASSING OVER CEREMONY AND ANOTHER TIME TO A PRESENTATION. HAHAHAHAHAH SUCH A WASTE OF MONEY, DAMN IT.

Need to shower. Okay, nights to all skinny people. Fat people should be still eating tubs of ice cream, and stalking blogs like mine. Hahahahah bye.

Before I leave to indulge in the shower which is currently occupied, a quote from the book I just finished.
"But wasn't it human enough when you loved someone, to want to make them happy even more than yourself? Was it so dreadful to have grown less selfish?"

Don't this all happen to us? When we love someone more than we love ourselves and we go out of our way to please them. We live in the illusion that when they are happy, we will be happy too. That is not often the case. When we try to make that important someone happy, we have to sacrifice other things, other people. When we give up things that matter to us, are we really happy?